LiyanaVengeance \m/

2012-01-30T04:27:00.000-08:00

Meh my primary 6 photo. haha why do i even smile like that. hahahaha blahblah..

Anyway hi!
Came to school at 7.15am today because is my first milestone paper. The upper secondary levels has milestone tests this whole week. Next weeek is the lower sescondary levels. So today was my English Milestone Test paper. really tough paper :/ coz it is way different from the usual format that we usually do. I can see the stressed-look on my classmates, hahaha my face also. mehhh. i hope to atleast pass eventhough its difficult. heh. So tomorrow is the same, must come school at 7.15am, but im doing my Malay paper. Grr i really hate doing malay composition, i seriously dont know what to write and i cant translate some words. Mehh, i hope its easy tomorrow. OKAY BESIDES THIS MILESTONE TESTS.

MOVING ON..............
after school met up with love at the canteen, talk out some stuffs. i almost cried but i try not to :< well before that i already cried like mad... heh >< kay dont wanna talk about it. So after meeting him for about half and hour, i had to assemble to go to the nasional museum with the art students. haha ohya nabilah make me, ain and hanis big time paisehh, meh she told us that the art excursion is at 2.30pm till 4pm. hahaha then sekali check 4pm till 6pm -___- cheers to that crazy keling. mehhhh macam nak tembak ajaaaa muahahaha

okay thats all , meh i so sleepy already.
okay guudnight, muacks <3 :)

2012-01-27T05:34:00.001-08:00

hello wello :)

today's post im gonna upload some of my old photos. haha whatever let the photos do the talkings.

old school, sec1. haha ris face hais hahaha

late sec1

mia and me sec1

the day maam jamie came to my house and play with my neighbour's realative idk

they look so small hahahha sec1

me and adik

sec1...........

THIS MADE ME LAUGH LIKE MAD!! HAHAHAHHAHHA X'D

I MISS MY RED HAIR.

I MISS MY RED HAIR.

I MISS MY RED HAIR.

sisters.

k lol, p6. last time and now so different

2011.

CANNOT KEEP QUIET. HAHA

3 years old.

errr 2011?2010?

x'D

late 2010.

late 2010.

2011 carnival.

2011 carnival.

sec1

sec1

2010 class photo.

p6..

sec1 science class.

mass run.

OKAY I LAZY ALREADY.
ris if you happen to read my blog sorry to have your unglam photos hahahaha i cant help it but to share XD

2012-01-23T10:21:00.001-08:00

Hi.

It 2am. I'm going to sleep now. But I decided to blog for awhile. Soooo. Yesterday was my mum's birthday. Hais not a good one :'( syafiqah and irfan came over. Talked bout stuffs. 2weeks without seeing them, and finally today get to meet up. :) besides that, been feeling down these few days. Today's one was on and off. Happy sad happy saddddddddddd. Hais, even the slightest thing could affect me. Ohwell I must have love you so much right. I'm just the type that care so much and don't mind getting hurt just to see her loved ones smile. I've sarcrifce alot :)
Someday sometime I would love to see someone proving and showing the same thing back to me. I need the ability to not care so much. But then again, because you love someone with all your heart, you can't even think of not caring about them just even the tiny little bit. Well I thought of just ignoring every single thing that is going to hurt me and just cry in silence. You may call me weak, but it has always been this way from the start. What can I do when I get hurt? To cry, to let everything out. Yeah call me weak. You don't know a shit of what I've been through. Starting from family and other stuffs. I just feel like a total crap. I'm just a stupid dumbass that gets in the way of everybody and fuck things up.
I'm the biggest fail of a girlfriend ever, okay maybe the biggest fail of a person ever? Yeah that's better.
I really really don't understand why is that i'm the one who gets hurt but I'm criticizing and scolding myself. Because I rather see a smile on someone I love face then on MY face.
Argh if I got hit by a car im not even shocked to see everybody LOL-LING and having a big party.
Yayaya honestly speaking, I just want to be happy :'( but.. Things just have to.. Hais it's alright now..
Let time pass, I believe everything will be okay...

Goodnight.. 

2011-12-31T08:23:00.001-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!
So, today is the 1st January 2012. Wow I... I really cannot believe that it is already 2012... Like seriously..
2011 ends so quickly.. I'm really scared for 2012. I predicted alot of bad stuffs. Like seriously  okay cut it..
Sooo! I'm already a sec 3 kid. Woaaaaah. I really want to give my 100% in studies this year so that next year I can do well in my N levels and straight go to poly. But.... It's hard :/ nevermind just hope please I will study very very hard. So that I can satisfy and prove each and every people that has been loooking down on me. Hmm, love<3 is taking his O levels this year and it's his last year in school :( grrr I just feel like my 2012 is going to be a sad one, I swear :( okay I don't want to elaborate more about this. So I just hope everyone will have a good year ahead and stay happy.
Oh and happy schooling and working! Zzzzzzz, goodnights I love you.
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2011-12-29T07:49:00.001-08:00

Hello wello :)

Today I went out with my bestgirlfriend, Syafiqah :) so long never see her already. After she balik from camp, I go for camp. After I balik from camp I go Malaysia. After I balik from Malaysia, she go Malaysia. Hais and finally today we get to meet :) hurhur so first we go to tampines, she wanted to eat and search for her school shoes. Oh while walking to KFC, I bumped into my boyfriend. Hahaha so funny and cute  then after eating, jalan jalan at century first and we realised that there's this 3 dude from kfc is following us. Then after century, tampines mall. And the 3 dudes is still there. Lol no life. Then we went in popular, they also. Whatever. Then in popular, I bumped into ma'am rian and also haiqal. Hahaha. Then halfway while paying stuffs, Zahin called. He asked whether I'm free because he want to get something from haji lane. Then told him I'm at tampines blahblah. So in the end, me, Syafiqah and Zahin go to haji lane after that. Haha. Reached there, walked around. The clothes there are pretty nice but expensive! Saw this shoe which cost $400+! You mad bro!? Wow. And there's one shop inside got cat -___- and so I waited outside for them. Zzz. Actually I went in for Awhile but when suddenly I saw a furry tail popping out from a table I ran outside. Heh. Kay so we left the place at 4plus. Reached pasir ris around 5plus. Then irfan texted saying he want to meet. So met him at playground, talk talk laugh laugh. Then go home. Okay that's all. Hurhur tomorrow is going to be a long day forrrr me! So goodnight! And here's today pictures :)
Bye muacks 

HOT A&F MODELS!!

2011-12-16T07:32:00.000-08:00

MY FAVOURITE!!!!!!!! DONT HE LOOKED LIKE ONE OF THE WEREWOLF1??!!!

THE 2 DUDES THAT GRAB MY HANDS

TOO HOT, RGHT MALAY MODEL

THIS SEXY FRIENDLY

MY FAV PICTURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3

THE CUTE DUDE THAT ASKED WHAT IM USING HAHA

hello :}
hehehehee, by looking at those pictures, yknow what im gonna talk about right!! hurhur. okay firstly, i went to town on wednesday.shopping at 313 somerset. then walk around orchard. then...........i saw the ABERCROMBIE&FITCH MODELS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCKYEA, WAS SEARCHING FOR THEM HIGH AND LOW AND THERE THEY ARE! rushed there, and there's like ALOTTTTTTTTTTT of girls. haha duh. okay one weird thing theres guys there wanting to take pictures with the models too, hahaha and the most funny hell part is that after that guy snap a picture with a model, he walk off and started saying "OMG OMG... AHHH!!! OMGGG! OKAY BREATHE IN BREATHE OUT" hahahahahaha thefuck! i was laughing like madddddddddd. hahaha, okay then my first shot was with this guy, he's from L.A and he's name is gary :3 hehehe then theres this model!!!!!!! my favourite!! hes japanese and he doesnt look like one :P he looked like one of the werewolf from twilight. and because of that, he remind me of taylor lautner and so he's my darling favourite ;) ARGH CAN EVERYTHING REPEAT. ok moving on, then i took a picture with this guy, HES VERY FRIENDLY! HEHEHE, then next with this guy, he asked me what im using to snap the picture, DAMN CUTE LA!! HAHAHA <3<3 then next is with this guy, he's name is tim. hes a local but british ;) ughhhhh and he hugged me, damn that soft body! do models usually have soft body? okay wait who has rough body? HHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA WEIRD. BANGLA MAYBE? EWW EW EWW! hurhur jk :)
okay then i took picture with this 2 dudes, i have no idea where they're from ;) they just grab my hands and put on their waist...... AHHHHH THAT FEELING IS SO SOFT!
then with another 2 dudes, one malay and the other idk hes just too hot!!
hahaha i really i swear i cant over it!! its just too ATTRACTIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAIS HAIS PLEASE COME AGAIN :( BOOHOOO... HAHAH THE HELL LA. HAIS :(
OKAY LA THATS ALL. MUAAAACKS <3 XOXO

7thmonthsary.

2011-12-08T00:28:00.001-08:00

Hello ♥

I'm going to blog about yesterday.
So yesterday is the my 7th month with him♥ on the 7th. Cool eh, 7th on 7th ;) So, yesterday I met up with him at tampines starbucks. Oh and not forgetting, I wore my black lace dress with my black skirt and my converse high cut shoes. Haha lol, I feel like an idiot yesterday. I mean the shoes. Coz I don't like to wear high heels? Or sandal? Haha. So I have no choice, so I wore my converse shoes. Hahaha but actually okay ah. Hehe. He also pakai black shirt and pants :) okay then while waiting for him, I was otp with Syafiqah. Haha then he came, omg my heart was beating like damn fast. Coz Im scared and shy. Dah lame never see him so like awkward xD and I needed a slap at the point of time. Hahahahahaa lol. Okay so we ate at pasta mania. Hahahaha ok Idw say about it. I shy laaaaaaa whn comes to the eating part. Hurhur, okay takpe. Then after that we go to arcade. Hurhur Im daaa champion :P then after that we go to this claw machine, cheat money betul. Actually da nak terjatuh then don't know la. Hahaha machine tu datang pms terus taknak kasi kite :( sad. Oh oh! Got smurfs, hahaha but the smurfs like not the cute version. Hurhur >< okay then after that we jalan jalan at toysrus, hurhur. Then walk around then go home. He acompanied me to the bustop, oh and we FINALLY took a PROPER CUTE SWEET pictures ♥ hehehehehe shiok (Y) then my bus datang, hugged him, and go home ♥
Hurhur that's all ;) even though it is a short day for us yesterday, everything was perfect ♥ he made me laugh like MAD. I'm serious. Hurhur I love you benot berendam ♥ hehe, 7months together, I cannot believe we could last this long. There's still a long way more
Till forever ♥♥ if only we hold each other tight, we'll be holding on forever♥ I love you so much baby ♥♥ :)
Muackssss 

2011-11-26T07:06:00.001-08:00

Was everything I said wrong? :'(
Was I asking too much? :'(
Was I making his life hard? :'(

- I said all that because I just want to tell the truth and hopefully I won't be hurt by that anymore :'(
But it seems like I'm wrong for what i've just said :'(
I know I was wrong for not telling him earlier, but I was afraid :'( really I am really really afraid :'( no one knows how afraid I am if I lose everything :'( even as I want to tell him the truth, I had to think then backspace then re think and backspace. I didn't want to hurt him :'( but if I don't tell the truth, it will hurt me even more. Until when, till forever :'( how can I live with that :'( I can't always be quiet and pretend that it won't hurt me :'( I thought he would realise that my mood will always change if he do or say something like that, I mean we've been together for 6months going on 7months in 2weeks and he still don't realise it :'( why :'( these days, I always have the feeling that he's going to give up on me.. :'( and i feel like I'm just coming on his way of life :'( I don't know :'( :'( Everything was going so well today, till that happened it totally made me cry, dissapointed :'(
It's so hard to pretend not to care when I actually care and prioritize him :'(
Idw to lose you please :'( I trust your words so deeply and it really makes me love you so much, trust you so much and afraid to lose you. Thanks to your words :'( I believe in you so much, I really trusted you :'(
I love you, i'm sorry :'(

Sad. Hurt. Worthless. Never good enough.

2011-11-16T21:19:00.001-08:00

Hiii readers.

Just feel like blogging. Hmm I'm really scared about some stuffs. I don't know how to explain. Aaargh. I feel like running away from everyone. Even if I did, who the hell gives a fuck. Everyone is so busy with their own stuffs. They only find me when they're either bored, have no one to talk to, or maybe had a fight with someone. Other than that, nothing no one nobody.. I really don't understand why I can advice someone when they're sad but I can't advice myself to stop being sad. Maybe I already did advice myself earlier and as time goes by I keep on getting hurt about the same thing then I guess my advice won't work anymore. I'm really afraid to speak up because i don't want to lose everything :'/ if you want to get mad with me because I care too much, it's up to you.. Because I swear you'll regret and start to worry when I stop caring and that's when you know how I feel right now. It's really tough everytime I see something that hurts me, but it is really really even tougher to pretend like I don't care.. :'/ how could you stick this knife in my chest, then twist it where you wanted it to go? How could you look at me in the eye and say everything is alright? How could you say you listened to me when you never really heard? How could you say you'd do it but never really follow through? I always give my all but i'm afraid you'll take advantage of me then give me nothing in return. I'm not asking for much but please takecare of my weak heart :'( if not, leave me alone, let me die alone. As what I wrote in my diary, I would do whatever it takes to hurt myself just to see someone happy, because I rather see you happy than myself happy. Some people might say slashing is lame, how about i fucking stich your mouth up and slash your god damn face? Because firstly, not all cutters are the same. Everyone is different and has different reasons for doing it. I knew people who did it because they hated everything about themselves, others did it because they wanted to have control of something in their lives. I did it because I felt like i needed to punish myself for everything I hated about me and everything I did that I felt was wrong. You could see life as okay, but they feel like it is incomplete or horrible. You can't criticize someone for feeling that way, because unless you've been there, you have no idea how they and I feel. I'm serious when I say this, most of them aren't just drama queens, they honestly feel that horrible. It is reality to them.. :'(

That's all. Bye. :'(

2011-11-08T04:19:00.000-08:00

[delayed post cause of my stupid phoneeeeeeee, and idc i will take it as i post it on 7thnov]

hello ♥

Today is the 7th of november and its my 6th month with him♥ :)
So, today i went out with him. We watched footloose, kinda funny movie. Haha, then after that we go to the beach, oh oh before that we bought ice cream, then off to the beach ♥ then we build our sandcastle ^^ issssssh he's so cute!! ♥ took a picture of it. Hehe, then after that, took bus 17 home. hahaha and we took a picture. Hahaha, okaylaaaaa, very cute ♥♥♥ next time i must remember to bring my camera along so that we could take a proper picture together ♥ :) i really love today so much, the best 6months outing ♥ :)

i love you so much baby !! :)
forever & always!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥

oh and i miss them ♥♥

hallkoween!

2011-10-31T06:50:00.000-07:00

hello <3

i rot the whole day at home today. haha. something to talk about today is that, my friend talked to me again after what he did to me which is left me hanging like a stupid fool. errr.. i really dont understand our friendship. like.. cant he just tell me the truth and stop giving me reasons to satisfy me? maybe he knows that im the type of person that forgive people easily and pity someone very easily? idk.
but i hate it when someone take advantage of me and treat me like a spare tyre. arghh whenever i want to ignore him and just move on, he will come back. but when im there, he leave me hanging. ugh why do i have a habit that forgive and pity someone very easily?! :( moving on..

yesterday, i went to the pasir ris park halloween thing. hahaha kind fun though, played beach ball, build sandcastle with lyia bby, sit by the beach, enjoy the cold breeze. and most shiok feeling is that, wearing baby's hoodie <3 ^^ hehe.
i loook like this yesterday,

hahahahahhahahahhahaha lol k.

dah ah, i blank. goodnight, mwah <3<3
Eh wait, I LOVE MUHAMMAD REDZA ♥ :)

Babyboo & I ♥

2011-10-17T06:25:00.001-07:00

Hello people :)

Today I went out with baby♥ to peninsula. So I actually accompanied him to go shopping. Hehe, he took only 1hour to do shopping, and If it was me, i will take like...3-4hours? Hahaha. Hmm after that hang around at city hall macs then go home :) oh ya before that, baby♥ waited for me downstairs while I bring lyia down ♥ hehehe lyia so mentel ahhhhhhhhhhhh. Then had a tight hug with baby♥ 'thn he kiss my forehead. Hehe ♥ okay then he went home. I teman like for awhile at the playground then go home then meet Syafiqah then followed her to central then home :)

Okay that's all,
Sweet day today ♥
Love you so much, thanks for today baby :) ♥♥

2011-10-10T06:56:00.000-07:00

hi, exams was pretty easy. lol k tmr is lit paper.
all the best to me, to you, to her, to him.
k bye. mum put this parenting thing.
so bye.

loveyou, mwah <3 :)

2011-10-07T07:47:00.000-07:00

hi people. im back from california. went there to check out my new house, ;) now im finally back in singapore, it feels different,the weather is so hot, in california so cold and its hailing. dayum i miss california, ill migrate there soon enough when i finish my studies here i guess. blahblahblah....LIYANA....U.....CAN...DREAM....ON...... :(
nvm one day ill go to melbourne, california or portugal. ohya i guess ill migrate to portugal when im 18+ :D cant wait! hurhur.
okay this week and next week is my exams. hellyeah, stress. but ohwell, i have no choiceee. life sucks for me. hah, i really wanna get out from singapore, only god knows how much i feel like leaving singapore :) ohand i miss my friend :( i want him to faster come back :( hais okay, ill just have to wait. kay moving on......
oh and i hate this someone. effing poser sia.. first asked me to write all AVENGED SEVENFOLD songs and their names, then this person go asked my friends all AVRIL LAVIGNE songs. and now shes obsessed with one direction!? eh bitch if you like the band or what, go and do your own research about them ah, poser sia. asshole whore shit head idiotic -___- ah whatever.
goddd... my eyes is so blurryyyyy, wearing my red old specs is so frustrating!! :@@@@@@@@@@

ugh ok nvm, anyway today is my 5MONTHS WITH BABYBOOOOOOOOOOOOO!♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH OKAAAAAAAAY, SO FAAST ALREADY 5MONTHS THEN LATER 6...THEN 7...THEN 10... THEN AFTER THAT 10YEARS ALREADY... CAN GO CALIFORNIA!!!!!!! YAY~YAY!!
Hehhehe, xD

okehhh, goodnight people, mwah loveyou xx ♥

2011-09-30T06:18:00.000-07:00

I can't stand this family anymore :'( crying my heart out doesn't even make a difference :'(
everybody is still the same, my parents care more for my other siblings. I'm like invisible to them. :'(
they may say they care for me and all but when I'm crying like now they will just ask me to shut the fuck up :'( They don't know how deeply hurt I am with This family :'( all they care is themselves :'( when my parents fight i'm the one is suffering. When my siblings fight , I'm the one to be blame and scold. My brother is younger than me but acting older than me. He scold me whack me and all my parents never do anything :'( WTF is this, I cry like mad just because of this animal being rude to me and all but my parents just don't understand me. Why if it was me the one who whack and scold him, I get double of it with my parents? :'( my family life sucks :'( I really Want to run away from home :'( god please :'( I just wanna share this fucked up feeling to
someone but idk who :'( I wanted to share with love but I know I will end up making him sad. So what's the point of telling ppl, but whatever it is the main point is tht I wan to share it wit my mum. But she's like believe my brother more. I really cannot stand this feeling anymore please :'( I wanna run away! I wanna stay with my adopted mum, :'( :'( argh I just can't describe this feeling Any further

:'( :'( :'( :'( I can't stop crying!!!!!!!!!

2011-09-19T05:00:00.000-07:00

Just feel like blogging.

I feel like a fucking failure. I don't know why.
I don't know what to feel, what to say. Problems is like raining on me right now.
And no one gives a damn about it, okay maybe feeqah. Yeah only she. And no one else understands me.
People don't like it when I'm sad but.. That is like my normal daily mood. Yeah i'm weak. I have a heart and feelings too,.
Hais, came across this
''break my heart, destroy my soul, leave me crying,
leave me dying, all alone..''

goodnight.

2011-09-18T07:01:00.000-07:00

taken a few minutes ago before i start blackshoting. hehe lol

so hiiiiiii
lets blog about idk what ahh. ohya, i wanna migrate, i swear. grrrr, must wait till im 18 and above -.- kay wtv about that.
ah i wanna blog about my FUTURE!!! :DDD
first, i wanna a house that has rooftop, a room for swimming, a room for gaming, a room for movies, a room for work out, a room for work stuffs, a room full of my family pictures, a kitchen, a room for my future baby and a room for me and my future husband :D hehehehehhe okay i know, impossible eh eh eh. oh and i wanna be an air stewardess :D hurhur. okay merepek la aku malam malam
ugh damn, tomorrow's school... and the most fuck up thing is that tmr is the bloody hair check. i dont understand why the fuck has hair colour, style, design, shape, or wtv la got to do with studies. lol -__- i hate my school la serayersly. this year is the last year i have a chance to appeal to other schools. but.. miss chen slow talked to me about this. ohyea about her. she talked to me on thursday i think. yeah, she asked me whats my problem and all. i told her all my family problems, and guess what... she almost cried.. but i cried.. lol the way she talked to me is like.. idk? like so sad, she advice me and all. i can say she's the most awesome and understanding teacher ever :') sadly, my own family members are not the ones who are making me happy. im so jealous looking at others happy family. heh some people say if youre sad and having lots of problems with your family now, later in the future youll be a happy family. hmm is it? i dont know. heh. kay uh, i wanna continue blackshot, for awhile je :D

goodnight people and HONEYBEEEEEEEEEE YANG ACTING EXTRA CUTE TODAY ♥♥♥
LOVEYOUU LOADS ♥♥♥ :)

2011-09-11T04:13:00.000-07:00

hii <3

its been about 2months since i last update this dusty blog, hurhur. coz i know no one would one to read besides my beloved boyfriend <3 hahaha my one and only reader xD alright lets get back to my life during this one week holiday.

first, monday. i rot the whole freakin day. all i do is eat, watch tv and sleep.
tuesday, went out to jalan raya with my secondary school friends :) here's the picture,

haha okay, and wednesday, my 4monthsary!!! <3<3 hurhur, but we didnt go out. haha so i stayed at home the whole day.....until at night i went out to slack with feeqah, riduan and eksan. then syafiq was there too, with his friend. while we were there, someone threw ciggrattes from their window. then syafiq friends all shoutshout haha macam monyet. then after awhile, syafiq went off, and so as riduan and eksan. then feeqah and me stayed there. and 2 of syafiq's friend. anyway we didnt slacked together. then one of syafiq's friend threw his burning ciggy almost kena my leg kay. but lucky thing he apologised like mad if not......ill cut all his ciggs. kay wtv, went home around 10pm plus.

thursday! was suppose to go jalan raya with primary school peeps. but then eh the boys perangai dont want go with girls, lol. whatever la kayyy. we aint even maddd dude. kay so our alternate plan was to go out and chill at vivoo, little india. hahahha of all places little india right? ikr! then something happened at the mrt station of little india. got this 2hot pakistani guys!!!!!!!!!!!!! stucked at the taptap that one, that syafiqah also. kay actually syafiqah is the cause of making them to stuck coz she canot tap, then syafiqah go to the counter then can already she asked me to faster, then im like faster what, she said follow the 2guys. then im like hahahha ok. so we stalked them till at this lorong lorong coffee shop hotel 81 idk what ah, then we sesat there -.- yea then we walked around, mrt-ed to harbour front and slack at vivo rooftop and of course CAMWHOREEE!!! :D here it is,

haha okay then friday! morning i went out with him♥, oh yes i was late -.- heh, oh and we watched SMURFS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hurhur damn cute kay :) thanks baby for that day♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ then we walked home :) after that get ready to jalan raya with old mates. then hilda, syafiqah and diyanah reached my house first. then harith then riduan. hahah so cute la they all :) then we go jalan jalan, reached home around 1am. lol, then they still wanna conference call. then we talked until 2am plus, then i cannot tahan, hang up , SLEEEP.

saturday, band.

sunday, today, rot half a day. cousins came. at night go out, and here i am! lol okay im out of words, byebye goodnight!

loveyouuuuuu honeybeee ♥♥ :)

2011-08-21T08:28:00.000-07:00

[ i was out of picture ] hah lol

kay hi blogggy :)
today i woke up around 2pm plus? i think. haha but i know its kinda late. well coz I slept like around 3am plus. Actually I fall asleep at 10pm plus. And I'm suppose to stay up with bf♥ but I didn't :( thenthen I tersadar at around 1am plus because I had a nightmare :( I was sweating like maddddd. Then I checked my phone, 3messages from bf♥ >< I texted him after that. Lucky thing he is still awake. Phewww, then we texted each other with sweet messages ♥♥ then he went to sleep at around 2am plus. Then I went back to sleep around 3am. Heh I was playing smurfs♥ lucky I didn't continue my nightmare :)
so today, I went to peninsula. My brothers wanna buy soccer boots or wtv they want uh. I was shocked to see alot of malay families. Aren't they suppose to go geylang bazaar? Hah jk. And I bumped into rifqi! It's been so long since I last saw him. When I was p5? Haha. He is my senior anyway, one year older :) so we talked for awhile. After that we went to Arab street then go home :)
hmmmmmm, I love my boyfriend ♥
honestly, he's the first guy that make me feel so loved and he is also the first guy that I really afraid to lose. I never want to leave him. He's different from the rest, seriously. I guess he must be my true love ♥
I love you so much honeybee ♥♥ xoxo :)

nightynight :)

2011-08-16T06:27:00.000-07:00

hi peepawlz.
these are just pictures of that time, went out to buke with some of my classmates and some from 2t1. heh.
ohyeaa, i dislike my maths teacher -.- grrrr. i really dont understand her, the class is quiet and then she keep on saying '2n2 shut up'. gila punya orang. oh and yesterday, she was really pissed with us, lol actully everyday but yesterday one very funny. she shout shout already then she write at white board 'LAZY AND TALKATIVE=2N2' bigbig. haha i swear damn funny uh. she really press her marker on the board so hard until the ink all came out. then she say if we talk somemore she will add more. i really dont understand her teaching. tomorrow is MATHS MILESTONE TEST. Comferm fail :( idw my results to drop man........ i dont understand substitution and elimination wtv shit. UGH IM SO SCAREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD. ahhh anyway, english paper was hella easy. heh. ooo today during lit i draw smurfs. kay idk what to say already.
im so sleepy, oh and tmr going out to buke with <3<3<3<3 and ohya i also got his cute pictureeeeeee <3<3<3
heehee, kay byebye xD

2011-08-07T00:07:00.000-07:00

hurhur hellloooooo.
bf♥ asked to upload that picture. there you go :)
oh and today is my 3rdmonth with redzababy♥♥, iloveyou forever and always, xoxo :) ♥♥

standard topic : school.
heh normal as usual. one of the days the principle came into my class and started talking about cameron. pity him coz everyday after school he have to stayback for 3hours detention. during that period of time, he need to catchup with class work. and i dont understand why suddenly most of my subject teachers keep on saying 'i refused to believed that 2n2 is a bad class' hurhur. uhm besides that my milestone results is way better than my midyear. this time i got 3A's 1B 1C. haah.
i hope i can maintain this kind of results and go express when im in sec3. hah jk i dont want go express.

Moving on : LIFE :/
i wish i had a something that i can use, wear or wtv whenever im sad. and when i use or wear that something i will be happy straight away. hah but where got such things right. i need stop thinking about stuffs that wont happen and exist. like it will just make me look stupid. and i also should stop being to nice to others and start thinking about my OWN feelings. what syafiqahbestie♥ said is true, i care about other people feelings MORE than myself and because of that i get hurt more. But i told her i cant change that habit of mine, coz i just cant, it's just me. its in me.
heh sometimes i feel like a......loser. & idk why. hah k takpe. uhm i kinda miss my old friendship with the girls. sorry for the sudden topic about them, haha i was browsing through my old pictures and there's this 1 album where all the pictures i took with them together. heh im glad that now we're all okeh with each other. but i still think i should be alone. nora is also my best bud. hah ok ok ok ok ok ok i dont want talk about friendshipszxzs. heh. tomorrow is national day celebration in school. oh and my primary school friends want to lepak after we finish school, i still havent tell them if i can x)

i finally have 1malay/indonesia song for my blog lol
ok im super hungrrry, k byebye :)

2011-07-29T07:38:00.000-07:00

eh hello :)

it is already 11.13pm, and im still awake yay! lol, currently texting my beloved boyfriend♥, playing with my NEW terrapin, haha that naughty little creature >< just now, syafiqah came to my crib around 4plus then we watched alice in wonderland then halfway she sleep -.- then i bored i play with the terrapin alone, and sleep like for 1hour plus? hahahhhaha. then when she wake up already, she suddenly shout 'pinky' LOL i thought she tengah mimpi , hahahha anyway pinky is my terrapin's name :) then pinky nak kelua, then i realeased her in the living room [if my mum knows about it, im so gonna be dead!] , then pinky so freaking fast she go farfar under the cushion all, then me and syafiqah scared nak angkat dia coz she so fast, alamak that little creature tak padan little. then after the hard time finding her, then we put her inside back, cannot trust her already xD kay then accompany go down, then while otw saw my brothers and cousin playing soccer then got this one fcuking boy, rude like hell sia that ass. people walking that push, of course angry ah, then nvr say sorry then just say 'bitch' then walk off. perangai setan tau tak. ugh. then go home, BIG TIME RUSH SPECIAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!! then about 5-15mins later, that freak want watch tv so i cannot watch :( after that i go out with dad for awhile, then forgot bring phone -_______- ok i lazy want type long long, tmr got ccaaaaa,

ok bye nights, i love you redza♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2011-07-23T00:59:00.000-07:00

Hi. Kay I feel like blogging. I feel like spilling everything out here. Most of my blog post is a 'happy' post right. Ok this post is not gonna be a happy one because I'm blogging about my family.. I'm controlling myself not to put any vulgarities *I'm trying*. About my family, my siblings.. Ok yknow what idgaf ok I'm just gonna spill whatever is in my head ok. My siblings are just a bunch of pigs that ruined every single time when I'm at home. I'm not talking about all my siblings, I'm talking about the 12yearold and 10yearold bitchybro, they will always find a fucking fault to start a fight. They're younger than me but yet they have no fucking respect for me, yeah people always don't believe me right, they say I don't have respect for them that's why they don't have respect for me. Hah whenever someone say that sentence ill feel like killing that motherfucker who said that. Like seriously, you don't what the hell their attitude is like, you think they're so damn good, Try putting yourself in my shoes! Ohya I know why coz you look up on them, you put high hopes on them, you pamper them, thn what about me? I guess my whole family members and my relatives except my dad look down on me, you say I can't takecare of my own brothers, you say I'm very playful and the most hurtful thing that I've ever heard is 'alah paling paling ITE je kau masuk' that sentence really hurts me alot when I heard it from one of my relatives, I'm not gonna say which side. And If only I hve the guts i would say this to you, firstly I know how to takecare of my own brothers, I don't need you to make comments on how I'm suppose to takecare of my own brother, if you think I can't takecare of my own brothers, why don't you takecare of them? And tell me how it feels like? Oh no maybe you won't know how it feels because they won't show you their devilness to you. Whatever it is I know how to takecare of my own brothers but.. They won't listen to me.. And when I say that my family won't believe me because they say I always talk roughly to them. You see what I mean by they 'look down on me'? They won't think 'high' about me. And I got a blueblack on my leg coz i got kicked by my brother when Im just trying to stop his fight between my other brother. I didn't fight back, I cried and lock myself in my room. By stopping my bother's fight I'm taking care of them, if I didn't stop their fight they would have hurt themselves and maybe my mum stuffs would be broken and if that happens I will get all the blames and they will say 'takecare of your brothers! Stop doing your own stuffs' so everyday every seconds I must takecare of my brothers
that don't give a fucking damn about me? What about me? What about my own stuffs? Will I have a time for myself? Those questions will
always be stucked in my head. So I told my parents about their fight and about my leg, hah and guess what? They just say 'haish always lik
this'. And I'm like 'THAT'S ALL'? For fcuksake, if it's me the one who cause the blueblack I'll get whack. Then what about them? Nothing.
The worst thing that I see my parents scolded my brother is whn my brother kicked and slammed the chairs coz he was angry about idk wht.
And that is the frst time my parents see him very rude. He changed alot. But still, no one believes me. Maybe they believe me a litlle that my
brother changed. So then my dad slapped him real hard. And my mum didn't do anything. My mum just talked to him. And it is not nagging
yknow. She just say 'what happened to you? Why so rude?' my broter ignre and that's all. Yes that's all. And again if it was me, Ill get
whack my both parents. Hah... Secondly, playful? What makes you think I'm playful? Or you mean rebellious? Hah its up to you to judge me.
All I know, my friends are never a bad friend. Even if they smoke, crazy or whatever, it all goes back to me if I want to follow the bad side Or not. I'm big enough to think on my own, I know which is bad and good. This is teenage life. All they want is freedom,happiness and enjoying life. Like as if my parents and relatives never encountered all this befre.. I bet you're as 'playful' as me before. So don't come to me and say 'so playful, if study don't want'. Like bitch, which child likes studying? Even if we hate studying, we must still go to school coz you adults send us there to study. Thirdly, yes I know I'm not that smart. But I can't accept the fact that you look down on me saying that I can only qualify to go for ITE. Ugh seriously that sentence will always be on my mind and I'll remember till the day I die. How hurtful it is :'( and saying that I'm stupid coz my dad is less educated. You don't know how my dad childhood past was like ok :'( since this post is about 'spilling
all out' I'll share about my dad's childhood. Firstly my dad isn't a rich kid. He don't have time to go school coz he was busy helping out my
grandmother work. And my late grandad also having a hard time Working. One day when my dad is helping out my grandma selling some
stuffs, he got into an accident. Lucky thing he's not dead. And my dad have asthma. So it's difficult for him. It's not that he don't want to go to
school is just that he do not have the money. I know coz my grandma told me. So I don't like it whn someone say my dad is stupid. I accept
the fact tht I'm not smart, but I don't accept when someone says I'm stupid coz of my dad. It's like saying 'you're ugly coz your mother is ugly'
what a mouth of a bitch. I don't want to say this infront of their faces 'i Want to go poly' because they will just simply say, 'are you sure? Isn't that too high for you'? Or whatever la. I'm trying my best to study hard and proove them wrong but will all this discouragement saying that ill go to ITE, I'm stupid all is just so.. Haish :'/ i set my dreams and hopes High but you're just pulling it all down. Nvm..
I just want someone to listen to all my problems and comfort me, I'm always bottling it all up and because of that it affects my study, mood everthing.. And i always Want a family time together and maybe a time for me and my mum only. I'm jealous to see other girls having a time with their mum and tell secrets to each other. Like my mum will tell about my dad and i will tell about my boyfriend. Lol. Heh but I really Want a time with my mum, and that's when we can bond together. She's always busy with work. Mostly everytime,Ill go to sleep first before she come back from work. Then weekends, I'll always rot at home doing nothing. But that's when she take a break from work. I can't ask to go out with me coz I know weekends are for her to relax her mind from work. So this is half about my life. Maybe not half, a quarter maybe?

Enough said,bye.

2011-07-16T05:58:00.000-07:00

hi blogggy :)

im gonna update because im bored. heh. okeh yesterday was the B2B 25th anniversary school concert. to me, the concert was average la. ok je, coz i was half-dead. ok then we played for the opening and closing ceremony. hah and oh wan chatted with me, he was shocked that band only play for the opening and closing ceeremony. haha ohkayy... sibuk ah dia. kay then, saw alot of tampinesians dressed up so handsheeem and pwetty. ohhh and!! zahin really brought along his binoculours, hurhur. blahblah, then concert ends around 9plus i think. then go back school. In the bus, i slept on diyanah's lap. shiok ah, hurhur and whenever the bus turn or whatever, diyanah will hold me tight, HAHAH LIKE MY MUMMY :> hehe then reached school around 10-11plus? changed, then go home. i wanted to hug baby♥ but cousins was there and all.. so i didnt :(

hmm so uhm today, i just rot at home. eventho' afad and pipiz text me to layan me, but i choose to ignore, coz I WANT MY BOYFRIEND'S TEXT NOT THEM!! :'( he left his phone in the band room, i miss him alot right now, ahh :( im just gonna wait for monday then :/

oh and here is the picture of me and the cute teddy that bf♥ gave, and this one im not covering my face with anything, hah wtv la my face.

ok goodnight,
bby, if youre reading this, i just wanna say,
goodnight and sweetdreeams, and i love you so much♥♥
bye, i miss you :(

2011-07-13T07:15:00.000-07:00

hello :D

I LOVE BIG TIME RUSH ♥♥♥♥♥♥ HURHURHURHUR, I dont get it why some people dont like them, grrrr~ lucky i get to watch the 9pm show ^^ okeh before i start blogging about stuffssssssssssss, that cute teddy bear in my picture is a gift from my CUTE BOYFRIEND, its for our 2monthsary. CUTE RIGHT????! IKR my boyfriend is way better than yours ;) hehehe Be jealous bitches, hurhur jk la. heh, now i have a sleeping budddy :) hehe i love my boyfriendddddd so much ♥♥
okeh back to the topic school, haha ikr school schoool, well uh... just sit down and read la. heh, monday nothing fun uh, then after school got swimming at 3pm till 5plus, hah. then the coach like so scarrry la can. macam pedo sesat like that, like pervectic uh. and he's malay and lucky not old, lol. i think im just wasting my time going swimming because i already know how to swim. grr even the coach say 'you know how to swim already what, why must come' hah ikr. i need to go because i failed the threading or wtv it is, its like 1.8m!!!! i cannot reach la, during the test,i go down then i go up back coz i cannot reach, then straight fail. thenthen swimming we learn how to swim freestyle and FROGSTYLE. BLADY FROGSTYLE. and one thing i dont like about the coach is that he always ask me go first and demo to people, malu ok >.< then he ask me demo frogstyle, i freaking dont know how to!! then i just do freestyle, hurhur then he say wrong. obv la wrong, coz i do freestyle what, LOL. okeh then blahblah after that, slacked with farah till around 6plus i think? heh. kay then tuesday, left early for the B2B full dress concert rehearsal at singapore conference hall, and again i have no comments about the rehearsal. ok can :D then reached school around 7pm. changed, then after that went home with diyanah and deborah. then sleep.tired tiredd. then the next day whch is todayyyy, hmm, kinda fun i guess? hmmm, after school, had sparks, handball ^^ today we played match all the wayyy, fun! then got one part, when the goalkeeper pass the ball to idk who then she pass to farah and farah straight away turn and faceshot naquiyah's face, HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA EFFING FUNNY!!! and when that happened all the girls actually roll on the floor laughing our asses out!^^ i laughed till i cry, hurhur, i swear funnyyy laaa! hahaha should take video next time! hahahaha! okeh then, after 1st half of the game something happened, idk what but i overheard. heh its between nora and hanisah though :/ hmm then suddenly i get the ball already then mia was like 'babi kau yana' then im like 'ape sia'? wtf seriously feddup sia, it is just a game what. dont tell me you maki your opponent while playing netball? uh lol. but i dont care la, nak maki, maki la :) hakhak nak menang je, haiyo. kay then i tried cheering nora up but i failed :( she was really angry till she ask me and farah to shut up :( hmm nvm i hope she's okeh tomorrowwwwwww :/ then after sparks, slacked with farah again, hurhur she's fun ^^ then went home. heh heh. ohya, zul called me small girl with big appetite :< coz i was eating chocolate then i was telling him all the food that i ate, then he was like 'alamak ni small girl, da kecik abeh makan banyak' hurhur, then i called him 'big boy with small apetite' hehehehe trueeee what xD and he even agreee with me. hahha okeh thats all for now, i wanna sleep, damn sleepyy x.x
tomorrow got swimming T.T ugh
okeh goondnight,

love you redza baby, mwah ♥♥

2011-07-09T10:22:00.001-07:00

hihihihihihihihi :)

idk how to start. uhm.
ah kay. last monday got no school coz of youth day. then that stupid school send a stupid message to my dad, saying that i didnt attend school today. hah. oh and i was at bedok on monday. then at night dad, mum and lyia fetched me, dad was like 'nari kau ade sekola kan? sekolah kau send aku message'. then i say kan youth day. then he say 'oh, aku ingat kau skip sekolah, kalau tak memang nak kene la budak ni' -__- kay. then tuesday, go school as per normal, they never checked my hair. heh. then wednesday AH KAY I GIVE UP TELLING ABOUT STUFFS HAPPENED ON MONDAY, TUESDAY AND WEDNESDAY KAY. grrr. now, thursday, MY 2MONTHS WITHHHH BF♥ supposedly im meeting him after school, then mr ow yong spoil ah. somemore i got badminton inter-house game. idk why the hell i agreed to joined the game. then im stucked between 3 things. meeting bf♥, swimming and interhouse game. so first i go seee mr ow yong, i told him that i cannot go swimming coz i got interhouse game, then he say cannot must go swimming. then i havent finish my sentence he asked me go assemble at the foyer. grr. so i asssemble there with nora, faisal and i forgot who. then everyone take attendance already then he asked those who cannot go swimming to explain why cannot go. then i say i got interhouse game with nora then he say cannot, must go swimming till 4pm then come back school for the game. And the stupid part is that i must go the swimming complex and stay there for 1hr doing NOTHING and then go back school. angry okkkk, and i almost cry about this stupidshit. grr >:( but in the end, mr ow yong let us go for the game, but i must go for 2lessons next week, monday and thursday. ugh so troublemsome la this swimming thing. so he give the green light already, met bf♥ then rushed to the ISH for the game. my cousin was there. hurhur, so uhm i got into the semi-finals then LAST MINUTE hafiz cannot come for the game coz he got swimming!! grr, so i called danish asked him if he can, he say cannot coz he got swimiing also -.- then i called ris, he say he got soccer interhouse game then cannot. then i scared i kena disqualified. then i sad one corner of the ISH. then ris and faidhi came to the ISH, and i was really happy because ris can take over hafiz place. yay! so i partner him. we vs sec1's and we lose. hah they badminton players what, i hate that saphire dude that blady shaun koh, sec1 already one fight with people, if only i could give a smack on his head using the racket. somemore the empire sec1, ugh thats it i dont even wanna talk about the interhouse game. so friday after school go band got the b2b concert rehearsal. nothing to say bout that. finished around 4plus. then go home changed then meet bf♥ and ris at tamp mrt inter. i was late. heh. and that was around 6plus? lol. then go city hall. ris so emo :( haha, reached city hall then walked to esplanade. then this 2dude want go eat, so they go eat the halfway need rushed, HAHAHA i pity them laaa kaay, esp ris, when bf♥ walked already, he still stuffing his food inside his mouth, kesiannnnnn tau tengok gitu :( lolol but seriously la. so rushed to esplanade, then we must wait for 10mins till they finish playing their 1st piece. ok then, so after 10mins then we go in. then like that ah. eh then i hold hands with my bf♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ i loikeeeee, hahaha ^^ kay then after the concert, we duduk duduk by the singapore river, sweet moments with bf♥♥♥♥ but i swear i pity ris the whole day :( so uhm after that sweet sweet romantic moments, cehh xD then we go home. i alighted at tampines with them, so i accompanied bf♥ and then go home with ris, so after sending bf♥ home, went home with ris. but before that we go 7-eleven, idk what ris want buy -.- so i accompanied him, then i buy water, the water $1.55, i gave $5, then my change is 45cents, FUNNY OR WHAT?! hahaha then i asked ris, 'eh change aku betul tak?aku bagi $5 abeh dia bagi aku 45cents balik, tapi air $1.55 tau' then he give me this '-.-' look, and said mesti la tak!'hahahha i just wanna test his patience x) so i asked that mama bangla that my change why only 45cents and where's my $3, then he say my change correct, LOL sia, that part i really wanna smack his head using my bottle, then i asked him to check the calculator. then he paiseh already, hahahahhahaa trying to cheat me is itt?! huh!? then after that me and ris walked to the bustop, he seriously make me confused, ugh wtv. then he so kind la, he wait for me until i naik the bus, he missed like 3-4bus just for me, awww sweet friend ^^ hurhur. then yeaaaah. reached home around 11plus? haha mum not angry, LUCKYY ME.
oh ya and today, i went to zahin's chalet, haha ok im so lazy to tell bout that.
hehe okeh thats all, i really enjoyed myself that night, ♥♥
loveyoubaby, xoxo

goodnight.

2011-07-01T07:35:00.001-07:00

hellohello bloggggg <3

its july already, heh heh. woo now so windy~ ok ok back to blogging.
last week i was sick again, then wednesday stay in hospital. kay i lazy tell bout that so get out from hospital on monday morning. everyday take blood test :< pain seh my fingers. LOL. then the doctor give 1day MC only. so must go back school on wednesday. actually must go school the next week but idk why 1day mc only. heh but okehlah, i kiinda miss school also and of course miss my boyf<3 so im okeh to go back school. on wednesday, meetup with bf<3 in the morning to go school with him, and IM SO STUPID i come so late , ugh!! then rushed to school. not late but almost. my classmates were shocked to see me come to school,heh then hugged nora and diya <3 then in class, i go in only, suaidah,zahin and desmond shout my name like never see me before, LOL cute classmates :) i didnt bring anything books to school, only my pencil case, home econ book and fullscap. the whole day just use fullscap. ohyea!! mr john lim is my co-form teacher. biggest shocking news ever on my first day of school. hahakkkkk seriously himmmm? xD and plus desmond calls him wild boar. he sweats alot xD tak baik sia xD hahaha. kay then after school.. where did i go.. i forgot.. uhmm.. i think i go home straight? heh aku STM xD heh. yea i think i go home straight. ohya everyday after school i want go home straight, depends uh. if got nothing i want go home straight becausee... i want to watch tv!! heheh when i told nora that, she was like '-_____-'hahahhahaha ikr. kay then thursday okeh uh. got sparks! handball! yeaaaaa, first play catching, hahahahha then virus, then captain ball but with some handball rules. so fun! but THE GIRLS IN MY CLASS ARE SO VIOLENT!!!!! the scariest moment ever is when youre holding the ball and all come rushing towards you, WOAAH SERIOUSLY SCARY. And i got pushed :( haha nvm, no pain no gain. lol k shutup. then my team lose :( haha coz the free throw never score. hahahah its okeh, its jusst a gaaameeee. kay then spark over then idk what forgot, then HEALTH CHECK. grrrr, waste my time. the boys were like asking the girls 'eh what they do to you ah?'eee like damn pervert siaaaaaaa -.- kay then after health check malay. then cikgu marini nvr teach us anymore so cikgu farhan take over. he's unique. we must greet him by 'assalamualaikum'instead of 'selamat pagi'. hehehe, then he asked us sape tak tau bace al-fathiha. then i say to nora, 'eh skali everyday before start lesson kite bace doa eh, mcm madrasah pulak xD'lol haha but seriously. but he's kinda fun :) then we nvr study, he asked us to write bout ourself. all the way i write A7X. then i draw my cacat deathbat, he come and say 'ni bat ke tengkorak?'I LOL-ED. haha i say back adik beradik. lol. then i got bored, i say to him i want accompany hafiz help zafran do the physio therapy. then he let, wah awesome seh. haha so i waste my time outside laughing. then english. then zafran cannot shut his mouth, he tell mr sufian that he need do the physio therapy then he say ONLY HAFIZ HELPING. wahhhhh then i need go in back class. ugh!! hafiz co-chairman i chairman we must work tgt, lol -.- kay then sit class do stupidshit spelling sia -.- after english go home i think . then i didnt go home, i followed zahin and nora walk2 at century. atika, suaidah and kazrah followed too. laugh gila gila with zahin. haha xD kay then i go home around i forgot. then as usual waited for big time rush, BUT!!!!!!!!!!! YESTERDAY DONT HAVE! UGH CHECK CHECK VICTORIOUS -.- SPOIL UH :( then i just watch uh. boring... kay then today friday, boring uh. ah ya spot check _|_ idiot uh. the sec2 level manager stare at me then say 'you, go out'.i was like wtf -.- in 2n2 only me, ashraf and cameron kena caught. the rest angel ah, good -.- good my ass la. hmph. then boys different side girls different side. girls only me, fyfy 2t1 , amy , alifah and some chinese girls. heh must get our hair blacken by tuesday. like SERIOUSLY I NEVER DYE MY HAIR ALREADY LA SIA!!! MY HAIR COLOUR FADE RIGHT BODO! THEN YOU SAY MUST DYE BLACK EVERY HOLIDAY, YOU THINK I WHAT!? BLACK HAIR DYE SUPPLIER IS IT!? UGH!! then fyfy damn funny uh. kay like this.
mdm jenny : yknow today is spotcheck and you still can use coloured contact lens, you think can?
fyfy: can ah
mdm jenny : what did you say? can?
fyfy: ah? what you mean? what you talking?
mdm jenny: what i mean? what you mean? i say can use contact lens is it?
fyfy : canot ah
mdm jenny : blahblah..
hahaha seriously funny sia, kay then, after the lecture by her go back class, english. ohya before that , when i get caught, miss chen stare at me with that 'alamak-ni-budak-nak-kene-uh-nanti' face :( i so scared already :( then go back class, nothing happened, phew xD then i kinda skip english. coz must send the attendance at general office, i walked there like 10mins then inside there like 5mins already then walked back to class another 10mins then put my butt on the chair 2mins, then rest 1min then stand up again, finish english! heh fun eh. then HISTORY -.- haha mr shahril story2 about idk what marinabeyh thing. then PE. take height and weight, effing boring. then run 1round then 5pushup. i pro ah sia, only put my hand on the floor then pose only. then run again, then when i reached, all the boys sitting down already and most girls. then mr chong say to me 'just come back from the park is it?'sarcasmshitzxc -.- i feel like saying 'ya why' back , heh. then he angry he say girls so slow, so girls must run first 2mins only. perangaai -.- then i reached first! happyyyyyy, but halfway thru the boys at the back already, fast eh? yknow why? SHORTCUT _|_ ugh, whatever. then blahblah boring lessonssss then go home, before that samuel asked me to read his book first while he go for the idk what conversation. then readread with nora at canteen. then bf<3 come and seat beside me, woo shocked but happy :> then finished reading then go back classs give samuel back the book and give class key to teacher. lucky i remembered. hehehe. then go home, then i sleep all the way till 4plus i think. SHIOK AH! hahahha xD kay dah thats all for now,

KAY MWAH GOODNIGHT ♥X♥X :)

2011-06-15T06:16:00.000-07:00

IMMA AVENGED SEVENFOLD FREAK \M/

hi,

im so in love with AVENGED SEVENFOLD. i got alot of A7X buddies, lol everyday go gila with them. how i wish A7X can see how deeply madly i am about them :'( i guess it will never happen.... i wanna go to their concert but muummy dont let. haishh :'(
i hope atleast i can go to their meet&greet session IF there is :'( and i just cried watching the 'Avenged Sevenfold - "So Far Away" [HD]'. serioussssllyyyyyyy, hahaha im so weirddd, how can i cry :| i wanna go california badlyyyyyyy, there so nice and most awesome thing is that A7X is thereeeee :'( when will i have the chance to see AVENGED SEVENFOLD...... ohya that day i have the most weirdest coolshit dream ever, i dreamt that A7X overnight at my house, and the next day we go town, and they freaking let me touch thier guitars, see their deathbat tattoos, have their autograph, take like ifinity pictures with them! AAAAAAAAAAAH!!! i heard that if you can remember your dreams, it will come true. really? :| I HOPE SO. hmmm :(

ohya baby<3 is back from penang! :)
hehehehe, i miss him alot. i hope to meet tmr or friday <3
okeh i love youuuuuuuuuu <3

goodnight.

2011-06-11T02:41:00.000-07:00

hai :)

finally im back from indonesia, yesterday night.i lazy want type from day1 till day 10 k, so yeah. i went to semarang and also jakarta. to me semarang is boring, over there like ntg only kampungs. lol, jakarta is fun. went to dunia fantasia, grand indonesia idk wat, swimming. hah im getting darker i guess? esp my hand. pshk. so at jakarta, shopping shopping. actually im suppose to be back on thursday but idk what happen then change to fri. thanks ah, im all hyped up to go home on thurs, then skali change -.- seriously i cant wait to go home and text baby♥. then finally friday, happy as fcuk to go home. reached in singapore, text baby♥ and feeqah♥, i miss them lotss♥ then suddenly idk watsup i suck, my mood jadi gila. ugh.
i think im over thinking :/ i need to stop thinking negative. i dont wanna fight with him, i dont wanna lose him. i hope evertg is gonna be okeh soon. i dont wanna be hurt. haish k. my sorethroat is killing meeeeee and so as my mensescrampx. ugh annoyinggg. so getting high fever soon. :( hmm thats all for now, i love you redza♥, im sorry for everytg :(

ohya one more thing..

to this someone, i know you check my blog once in a while, so yea..
im just wondering why did you remove me from your fb, what did i do? waste of your time? yea ok fine uh, i didnt even ask you to message me also, you message me and then suddenly you angry idk why then remove me? wtf dude? seriously? ugh wtv it is, im sorry fr whatever i did to you. bye.

baby ♥

2011-05-27T06:17:00.000-07:00

♥ ~ Just like you&me ~ ♥

hey love :)

yknow whattttt? BABY IS BACCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!! yesterday :) ♥♥♥♥
hehehe okeh besides that, today got parents teacher conference session. LOL, mine was at 10am. Somemore need wear school uniform sia, damn leceh like leceh. only for how many minutes only -.- then i text miss chen ask whether can wear pyjamas, she say i dare you, then i nvr reply, LOLOLOLOL ANGRY SEH, hehehe :3 So when i reached there no one was there besides miss chen and mr suhairi ah. then blahblah, i so scared sia. then miss chen showed my results, omg i drop alot from ca1... but lucky thing, dad didnt slap me or whateverrrr. hah. then halfway farah came with her mummy. LOLOLOLOL. kay then miss chen say to my parents,"liyana drop alot from ca1, maybe coz she's having some problems or stress up during this period of time', LOL then i show that wtf look. then my mummy say , 'stress up? haha where got stress always play only' then blahblah, i interupt every single sentence they say. dad just look at my results then he nvr angry somemore still can laugh. seriously lucky sia, he nvr angry. IF NOT, he will comferm say, 'balik kau kene kau, iphone kau sume aku amek!' LOL everything blame phone -.- but just nowww neverrrr, yay :) then miss chen told my mummy that my hair always kena caught, then (THIS PART IS SO AWESOME) , my mummy say , 'i know but does her hair colour affect her studies in any way? this is common teenagers, school should understand'HAHAHAHHAAHA IN YOUR FACEEEEEEE _________ ! kay lol, then i interupt again. then mummy say why my science drop like alot, then miss chen say i must read and read and read and read. yala read -.- okeh then get lost from that school, send mummy to work. After went home. text2 babylove♥♥♥♥ then listen music all, then suddenly syafiqah called ask to go out now meet her. then i go meet her at bustopp, faidhi was there with hakim. then me, faidhi and syafiqah walked to eco garden, both of us were really curious what are we gonna do and all, we so kecoh (Y) but faidhi is waaaaaaaaay kecoh, damn noisy! hahaha then sudddenly syafiqah ask both us to close our eyes like LOLOLOL, then faidhi naughty keep on open his eyes, then got one point of time faidhi say,"eh kau nak buat ape ah? jangan letak beruk pat aku ah', HAHAHA funny sehh, then me and him sit at this place, FAIDHI SERIOUSLY CANNOOOTT KEEP QUIEEET. he keep on touching my head, and he say he want do ollie la. LOLOLOL. then syafiqah give us TISSUE to close our eyes -.- AHAHAH CUTE! then she ask us to open, then suddenly someone cover my eyes, i was likeeeeeeeee omg shockedddd, then that someone say 'guess who', OMFG I RECOGNIZE THAAAAT VOICE AND FUCKYEAH IT WAS BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥'
And thaaat point of time, i was on my HAPPIEST MOOOD EVERRRRRRR! like seriouslyyyyyyyyyyy, i misss him so much and suddeenlyy he was there, :') ♥♥
okeh then me and faidhi cut the cake, eateat, then walked to sunplaza, and baby♥♥ gave me this wristbandd, now we got the same wristband ♥♥♥ aww thanks alot for everything honeybee ♥♥ then sadly baby♥♥ gotta go early :( but nvm atleast i see his cuteface already i happyy ♥♥ then huggeddddd him awww ♥♥♥ then he went off, then go home with syafiqaaah, we walked okay. hahah okehla quite fun, coz we talked alot. kay then reached home, texted babylove♥♥ then yea here i am :)

To Babylove♥♥♥, Syafiqah♥♥♥ , Iszryfan♥♥♥ ,
thanks for everything okeh, i really appreciate every single thing :') you guys are so cute ♥♥♥ loveyou guyss alottttttt, xoxo ♥♥
today is the best ♥♥♥

iloveyousomuchbabyR♥♥♥
goodnight readers, :3

2011-05-22T06:08:00.001-07:00

hello everyone :)

todaaay is such a tiring day. Wait actually yesterday and today very tiring day.
Saturday; went to peninsula. Mummy let buy whatever and as much a7x stuffs over there but one thing I must promise her is that.....
I cannot go to their concert :'( haishhhhh. Hmmm. Ok watever la. Sooo yeah shopping2 uh.
Kay after go penin, go geylang. Hahaha baby's number one hated place. Damn cute sia. Went there to buy this shirt for lyia then I also bought my new selendanggg. Hehehehe. Then mummy go buy satay. I don't like satay x)
okeh then go home. Longgg day sia.

Sunday ( today ) :
go madrasah in the morning, had Hadith, doa and solat exam.
Hellyeaaaah, I got it. But surah I haven't. I say I want get zero x.x
this part tak fair sia, all the primary level (Pri 5/6) do wuduk using water. Thn the secondary level do using tayamum.
Rusyaidi don't know how. Omg talking about him, I saw him at Siglap sec during the manga thing lol sialah I didn't know he sec4. Ok wtv -.-
thn me and Syahirah continue. Then solat. I kena solat dhuhaa. Alamak halfway I forgot the niat. Then ustaz help lil bit then can. Yay!
Heh ok then go home. Go home change. Go out again, go shop with mummy and lyia. Then straight go to the photoshoot studio. Up there the picha is my aunt take want. Hah. Okeh then, photoshoot-ed already go eat at this OMG NOT NICE SHOP, I swear ah it takes like £&@#%^* !! and my mummy and aunt eat like sedapsedap, I see there like wan vomit sia. Kay then cabbed home. And here I am!

IM SOOOOOOOOOO SADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD !!!!!!! :'(
Hmmmmmmmmmm.............. Tmr is my birthday and also baby is leaving for his camp. Omggggggggg sad birthday :(
comferm miss him like hell one :( but I'm meeting him early in the morning Tmr before he leave. Yayyyyyyyyyyyy!! happy moment starts from there and ends when he's gone :'( :'( 4days is like 4pathetic years sia :'( nvm I'll waittttttttttttttttt!
Takecare there okay baby, I love you so much! And I'll miss youuuu!! Xoxo,♥♥♥♥♥♥

goodnight, bye readers.

fuck you babi

2011-05-16T01:35:00.000-07:00

hi.

Today is just plain boring. Had swimming shit test in the morning for 30minutes. And I pass one, fail the 1.8.
Deep like $&@?!#%^* !! ugh Kay then. Playplay there for awhile then go bath.
Something happened. That part is so funny.. Haha
Kay then after that go Home with Suaidahh, kazrah and Atika.

Something that really bothers me right now are humans bitching bout other people.
Like seriously, what do I owe you till you do this to me? Maybe all you ever wanted is to make my life miserable and you live with happy life.
Ya ok I know that Is what most people wants their enemy to suffer. But jangan jadi self-centered ah.
Okeh I really need to start to ignore things and live a happy life with the ones I love.
Ah crappy life. Birthday is coming in 7days, I don't wanna be sad on my birthday :(

okeh then that's all for now.
Maybe I could edit post and add more at night. Maybe.
Okeh bye <3

baby, iloveyou.

2011-05-15T07:42:00.000-07:00

hi everybadan :D
EXAMS OVER! YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! \M/
sunday-
hmm, today is just a normal day, lolololol. went madrasah in the morning, hafalan exam, hell yeah i didnt hafal! but i got hafal some,
altogether 30ayat seh :( i can only read 8 >.< the rest cannot ingt. haha kay wadever. then go home alone, not alone maybe, halfway. coz adilah took the same bus as me, kay then i alight first. heh. then reached home, i go play pokemon. then mummy ask to siap go out go
downtown eat. eat at sakura sia, bleaah, i dont like >.< then somemore when i reach theere, omg STINKS LA SIA. kaykay then after eat blahblah. go home. bored kan -.- kay then at home, play pokemon, listen music, watch video, text sweetyboy<3

-saturday
went to auntie house. visit her coz she had operation idk where. then just chill there, watched tvvv, kak yuni gave ice-cream ^^Y then yeah basically just chill there till night, then go home.

-friday
my most favourite day <3<3<3<3
hanged out with sweetyboyy<3 at someewhre you mothapuckin'need not know. it was the most enjoyable, sweeet moment xD hehe,
ilovehimverymuch<3 then go meet syafiqah friends, slackk for awhile. then sweetyboyy nk mamam, teman him, yay! see him again <3 shiok
ah! :D hehee, then after that he went home :( sadded. then go sunplaza slack with ramos and gang, then over there got alot of sec1s from
tpss, east view, dunman, lots more ah. thn me and syafiqah walked home, hell yeah kaki longgar babe xP
hahha kay thats all. ohya tmr is the stupid swimming thing. shit ah. kayla.wait!

to you sweetheart <3
I Don't know what I would do without you. I love you so much. I never wanna let you go. You're my life, you're my dream, you're my world. I cant explain how much I really love you. You're the only one that makes me very happy. I never wanna lose you cause if I lose you my life
without you would be nothing. My life would just go down the drain. I don't care what other people say or think about us. I'm never gonna let you go. I'm really afraid to lose you.Every time you say I love you, my heart Begin's to melt. so boy, i really love you so much <3 <3

bye, xoxo, goodnight. :3

2011-05-05T04:37:00.000-07:00

Hi ♥

This week is exam weekkkkk. Ok. Tuesday is English paper, okehlahh passage A easy, but passage B confusing. Then after that go meet Syafiqah. Next day, Wednesday is history paper, ohemmgee. Whatever I study didn't came out....sad..
Then today, maths paper. KILLER LAAA SIA! Ughhhhhh, it was so freaking difficult uh.:/
then after that, went library with R♥, %#^*$&@ !!!! he's so freaking cute uh, for heaveeeeen saaake. And I cannot stop laughing :D then saw sabrina ;) soooo fun, then went to tamp cc bk meet Syafiqah, sit awhile, then he went home :( then just study, sit around with Syafiqah with her frens.hmm then went to loyang point. Playplay there. Lol kay. Tmr is geo paper. No hope :( I hate geo. K.
Hmm anyway, I just find out that there's STALKERS stalking my twitter. Faggot doggies. Dont you have something better to do? Mind your own business uh. Annoyinggggg muchhhhhhhh!

K bye.
♥R♥

2011-05-01T08:00:00.000-07:00

Hello people :D
hehe it's been 3days I didn't blog. Okeh let's start :)

Thursday
-hmmm. A normal freaking day in school. The last lesson for sparks. Need do the hiphop test. Embarassing like one kind >.<
anyway the instructors are gonna give me full marks coz I stand up first :P trolololololol. So after that I forgot what I did.
Trololool, moving on.....

Friday
-all about FUN. Haha. Seriously. Lol. Mr lim is like so kind ah, he treat us pizza like LOL. Kay nvm. Then slacked for a while with Eunice Chok yun Xuan. Accompanied her to cotton on coz she wants to get a new pair of shoes for school. Trololol. So after that went back to school, coz I Want to go toilet. Stupidright, we're from tampines mall, never go the toilet there tau, instead we go to school's one. I'm so slenge. Lol me. So after that I got bored walking around in school with Eunice with alot of books, then I go home. Lololol. Before that, syfiqah called me and want study then I was like thinking 'study'. Then ya went home first put those heavy books then meet her at tampines library. It's soooo cold la that time. Then saw her, hugged her(shaddap I'm not lesbian), then walked around in library for awhile. There's alot of tampinesians there too. Lololol. Then suddenly, while walking got this 3minimatskaters walking behind us. I heard someone calling my name, and it was actually one of the boys. And ya I was wearing my tee. Then I turned, they laugh. Then I ignored. Then they stalked us all the way to near bus intrchange there. Then we feddup already, we talked to them. We asked them how old are they Nd from what school. They're only pri6 from griffiths Pri. Trololol. Then one of them tak baik to the core, he almost make me fall :( annoyingzxc! kay wtv. Then afte that syafiqH told me thAt ris Want to slack and skate. Then meet ris, Adib, hafiz,Faidhi and the rest. Lolol. Then something happen lazy want tell.Lol, and there goes my so called 'study' day -.- hehehe

saturday
-lol actually forgot what happened on saturdaay. Then I ask my brother. Lol, I'm so STM. Kk wtv. Hmm, Saturday just go flea market like so
long Lah! Like what the hell, talktalk laughlaugh. Do nothing. Shake leg. Look around. But THANKGOD it's like near my house. Phew, wanted to go home, but I'm scared to stay at home alone. Heh.. Ohya! Before that, when everyone is at home, I was busy listening to my
A7X musics and too concentrate on watching their videos, after a few minutes,I got to know I was alone at home. Coz i look around the house, nobody is at home except me. Mygod yknow how panic I am -.- then straight away go out. Ya imma scaredy cat. Got a problem with that.

Today
-go wedding. Go hospital. Go home.
Kay bored ah. Hmm, besides that, I so loveeeeee loverkid to The freaking extreme uh. It's like a dream
come true when he confessed yknow. Omgomgomgomgomg, ilysmmmmm! R♥
heheh, okeh that's all for now. Tmr early in the morning go jogging with Syafiqah bestf ♥ hehe, okeh byebye. I ♥ R :)
pspspspsps: 22moredays to my birthday! XD

2011-04-27T05:42:00.000-07:00

Hellooo everybadan :P hahaha kay lol
hmm, today is normal. So boring like always. Plus today got assembly. Lol. I'm so fucked up uh during assembly, claudia keep on playing with skirt zip, up and down up and down. Luckily she didn't unzipped it while I was walking. Hmmphh! >:( annoying girl.
Then go back class, blahblah. I sad for a while then I'm fine. Then history last period, like
omg. Mr shahril is like putting high hopes on 2N2. Heh -.- 2N2 results are better then 2N1. Yay! :D trololol.
Kay then wanted to go home, but then Zafran suddenly vomit again, and I'm resposible for him, so I stay with in the class with hafiz, wait till he ok then can walk, then after that brought him to the general office, accompany him for awhile, blahblah. Then I saw him, awww ♥ hehe.
Kay then after that went to the bustop, waited for syafiqah♥, then we went to century square, she Want to find something for her secondary school Fren, then I want to find something for someone :) hehehe. Kay then, we walkwalk talktalk laughlaugh, then I want go home, then syafiqah♥ followed me home. Reached home, then we bored. I say wanna go whitesandsmall, then she anything then we go. Lololool. I quickly changed to home clothes instead of wearing this school shirt. Then we camwhore for while. HAHA. Then we walk around there, then halfway my fon dyingggg. Can't text him. But, syafiqah♥ was kind enough to lend me her phone to text him. YAY!!!! Hahah so happy tau. Lololool. Kay then, we go library all. Blahblah. Then go home time, take 359. Then syafiqah♥ pay only 50cents. The driver keep on looking at her. And I keep on laughing. Ohya, before that while waiting for the bus, I keep on saying 'yknow why'. Ahhaah. Every sentence I say must have 'yknow why'. Then laughlaugh. Haha so fun. Kay then syafiqah♥ pandai2 say can bring ice-cream in the bus, like LOL. Then I argue with her for while bout this. Then in the bus, she try to hide the ice-cream. But FAIL. Haha then something happen. Trololoololol cannot tell :P hahaha kk. That's all for now. Wah very long ah. Haha k wtv.
Byebye tkecareeeeee freakozoids ^^
iloveyouuuuuu ♥

2011-04-23T23:17:00.000-07:00

Hello people :)

yesterday was veryvery fun eventho some dickheads spoil my mood -.-
hmm besides that, we went to wildwildwet, I swear it's awesome! Hehehehe. Reaaaaalllllyyyy. We ride the ular-Lah alot time. Hehe.
Ohya went with my family and cousins. Heh. So yeah after that watched movie. We watched 'aku tak bodoh'. You guys should really watched that movie! Really meaningful,funny and sad. Hahahaha. Watch tau, but kalau nak watch ajak your mummy and daddy. Later they understand how we teenagers feel :) really.
Hehehe kayla short post here. Tomorow school? Alah :( heh nvm.
So yeah.
Byebye, loveyou <3

2011-04-22T07:41:00.000-07:00

Hi, I'm back again! Lol, I didn't watch movie just now as there's no any fun movies to watch heh. I know stupid kan.
Trolololol. So instead of movie, we plannedd to bowl, but we have to wait with another 19more people. Omg kan. Haha. So we waited for about 15mins :P then we cancel, haha. Then we walked around ehub. Then suddenly I saw cotton on la seh! Hahahah! Traalalalalalalala! Sooooooooo.. I ran in and see what I wanna buy. I bought denim shorts, a new bag coz the old one dah koyak and also a pair of shoes. Flower2 somemore. Hahahaha! Kay after that, mummy walked past a shop that can make our own tee, so mummy asked me if I wan to make, then I just agreee, soo haha. Then I chose batman as my design, coz a7x mah like bat kan dia nye logo, so yeah. Then I put 'liyana' on my tee. Wanted to put Liyana vengeance but too long so cannot. Heh. Sadded :( then, my brothers all Kaypo sia. Btw,It costs $24. Wow kannnzzz. Uh, okeh so moving on, we bought candyfloss, so big, as big as someone's boobs. Hahahahahahah! Just jk! Yeah it is so bigg.
So after that, cabbed home. And here I am! :D
tomorrow, going to wildwildwet! Yeaaaahhhh!!!! \m/
kay byebye. Ilyyyyy ♥

2011-04-22T04:09:00.000-07:00

Hihihihihi . I know ive not been updating this blog. Haha like who wants to read my blog anywy, so yeah.
I update okeh? Hehehe! So, Im currently at downtown east right now. Lyia is being so annoyng as usual.
lol, kay uhm I'll update this short. Maybe later thn I update again.
Ohya, I'm watching movie! Hehehe xD so okehlah I wan a scene boyfriend.
Kay bye xD

2011-02-13T05:12:00.000-08:00

hi everyone.
firstly, sorry didnt updateee. hmm, there's 205 questions at my formspring.
LOL, kay i'll answer them later. anywy, tmr is valentine's day! haha
so... hope you couples out there have a great time together! and as usual, tomorrow school -___- blady hell, next weeek is milestone 2, WTF. tssssk.
and pssshk, hmwk still not done yawww. art is under my table, aiyooo. mampus la aku besok.
selamat.
byebye <3

2011-02-05T23:37:00.000-08:00

HEY SUPP YO!!!!!!!! ITS BEEN A FREAKING LONG TIME SINCE I UPDATE THIS RUSTY DUSTY BLOG OF MINE! HEH, SO WELL, i update just for fun. bored mah. okok , so wow eh wow, i have 170unread questions at my formspring. i've seen some, like, whats with 'whats your first impression of me'and other stuffs, haha, its like everywhere at everybody formspring. LOL, i'll answer them soon. currently, now i lazy to answer uh, hehe, kaylaa i answer. kay wtf am i talking sia. LOL.
anywayyyy, i heard rumours about may 21 end of world? pure shit la. i dont understand why, they are not god what. how the hell they know? heh. okeh besides that, i'll try to update always ah. haha! the point is , i lazy and dont know whaaat to blog about. get it? x] hahah kayla chalo. ill see whether i want to update again or not ,
byebye takecare <3

i miss you,

2010-12-07T00:32:00.000-08:00

-at first i didnt know them that well, but actually they're my cousins from malaysia and so from there onwards, we became really close, but too bad, now they're already on their way back home to KL :( like seriously, i miss them. they say they will miss singapore, like seriously, i miss them :(

-beloved cousin's wedding, more pichas will be uploadded at fb..

-those days when im at universal studio
haish okeh besides that..
Whats with this haters? like they hate me coz im a minah? the way i dress? the way i talk? the way i act all? like seriously, why are you like judging? you dont know me that well, and your already judging me. and then what? by calling be a minah, will make you the champion of the world is it? wth ah? i didnt disturb your life, and why are you disturbing, jugding, hating me? well, i dont know what to say now. i just feel like to be with my family onli. i feel empty.

bye.

2010-11-18T03:49:00.000-08:00

hey wassup.
long time i didnt blog, and fyi im bck on saturday. hehs. but i didnt blog coz i was lazy. So my vacation to thailand was veryyy fun , hah but there's alot of stray dogs. hahaha scary tau. imgaine, singapore has alot of stray cats, but over there is dogs and i hardly see cats around. oh well. hee, over there veh cheap. all the tees and jeans veh cheap! somemore veh easy bargain. bargain and bargain, till $1 in singapre. hhaha, now i onli left 20baht. ahhaa i want keep. HEE :D
so yeah, well thats all for now.

bye tc.

2010-11-03T06:13:00.000-07:00

Hey Babez & Dudez.
Im here by anouncing that i'll be away for 1week plus for a vacation at Bangkok.
Hehehee, well, i will try to update when im at thailand gyeah? hehhe, hoping that there's internet connection over there somehow :/ ohyea, so hey, wazzup ppl? i've not been updating my blog because i was lazzy la. got alot of plans going on, so i have no time, yealah im on my lappy but i go facebook not blogger. hahha, so blogger, dont feel sadd alright. hhehe kay crap sia, bored. ohyea!!! yknow my facebook hacked account? DAMMIT SIA. that hacker is one hell out of a HORNY BITCH person. Him/Her asked my friends at the hacked facebook account for picture of breats!? wth!? but seriously, its true. And alot of my friends tell me that the hacker tengah online. that hacker will talk to you, and act like as if it was me the one. NOw, that hacker is talking to syafiqah. fuckyou la sia hacker!!!! dammit, 'LIYANA KEAI TOLEDO' IS NOT ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DAH BYE! BINGET!

last day of school

2010-10-28T23:17:00.000-07:00

Photos taken on thursday!
halohalo people ,sorry for not blogging for a long time, well i got my reason, i didnt want too. hahaha just joking, i was lazzzy and plus idk wad to say hmm/
well, yesterday was the last day of school, but wait, i still have cca. well, then yesterday we're suppose to wear any black and white clothes, coz its 'BE YOURSELF DAY', ahahha yea cool kan! eheheh, lol. so it is soooo freaking fun, the first thing we do in school wwas the IPP thing, we're suppose to cover the whole classrrooom with black plastic bag , lol, it was freaking hot la inside. Sampai orgorg yg pakai jacket sume bukak , ahahaha! sexaaaye!` lol, jokingjoking. Well, after that went for cca , then meet liza and ain, lepak jap, then go home, then do stuffs, well, i miss my friends and classmates already! haiyo, well, i'll see them next year again, in the same class. ahahah! lol, well.. i want them to be the same like primary school, yknow, grow up together, as for primary school , since pri4 till pri6, i had the same classmates, i see them grow up they see me grow up, how cute! :D hahaha lol, well, done here.
and no matter wad people say, i will still loveyou (:
kay bye, iloveyouuu sweetheart, especially that person <3

2010-10-25T08:08:00.001-07:00

I SHALL CONTROL THE SADNESS IN ME, BRB PEOPLE :(

2010-10-09T20:41:00.000-07:00

`hey hello wasssap.
its the 10/10/10 and people are so hyped about it. kaylah, cool la but its like everyone is talking about it and none tells me why they are so hyped about it. Hears that something goood might happen? hah, hope so. Hmm.. Actually i've many things to typed out but idk how to put it. okehh.. firstly, is ermm tomorrow is english paper2, im like so scared. idk why, its just that, that feeling is wrapped around me. Last friday came school like around 9plus? and oh i swear, i was not in the mood. i know why im not in the mood, idk whether to share it or not.. walked into class, everyone look at me, i just give that damn look and sit down. All the way, i kept thinking about this certain someone. it just feels like your the girl, boy. boys is suppose to msg girls first right? okehhlah maybe not always, but usually is the boys right? then you always wait for me to msg you then you msg me, wth ah? then when i text you, i feel different, how different? idk. you know that imissyou, idk whether you do.. haiii.. i will just wait for how long you didnt msg me. haish, its okeh. i'll just wait and concentrate on my studies. okehh i think i'll stop here. maybe later i'll continue this entry.

bye, for the mean time.

2010-10-03T07:00:00.000-07:00

Hello!!!
wahh like everyday sia i blog, kay i wanna stop blogging for awhile ah coz exams. heh, tomorrow exam laaa, wth. ohyea, goodluck to those who taking N or O levels exams tomorrow <3 hehee, kaykay. just now, bro wake me up early in the morning like arnd 9plus, wth, so bangon all, then say go mandi all siap , coz want go auntie house at bukit batok, far i tell you . east to west. heh , then siapsiap, then klua ,then reach , sit down talk2, eat2 , then rest for awhile, then balek, then go loyang point go buy smtg then go home on lappy and here i am. lol, kay. actually im trying to change this background of mine but cannot change, so i gave up . go and die la, heh. kayyy then, ohyea about the spammer at my formspring . THE SO CALLED 'ANTI-VP PERSON' , if you dont like vp, then you should just keep your comments to yourself la, rather then complaining wasting your efforts typing pure shitszxc at my formspring?!?! ntg to do ah? ahahaha! pityyy nye kau! if we perangai budak kecik or wad, there's ntg got to do with you wad.. sekirenye perangai kau budak besar, then you should be matured enough to think what , and secondly , kalau nak spam or wad, letak la name ye , aduhh ini pon nak kene blg. budak kecik tgh blg budak besar ni xD ahaha! i respect you if you respect me! okeh? :D

kay chao, goodluck everybody for your upcoming exams!
tkecare, loveyou , MWAHS MWAHS! ^^Y

2010-10-02T06:46:00.000-07:00

My hair, taken by hanis <3

-Photos at Open Plaza yesterday-
hehehe, yesterday, went study with hanis and liza. then after that
blahblah donwwant elaborate. then liza need go home, she went off. then
i say to hanis, 'kay both us again, this is our 4th time dating', HHAHA.
coz im always left with hanis. hehe , well.. then after that we camwhore
for awhile then, then we went off, then home sweet home~~~~~~~~~~~~ ohyea before that, i skate for awhile xD thanks faidhi ^^

-Just now pichas-
just now went to parkway parade to shopppppp! hehehe, had alot of fun la , thanks mummy <3 andddddd damn, sis is annoying! grrr xD wtv! idk wad to say, let the pichas do the talking , goodbye loves <3

2010-09-26T07:22:00.000-07:00

firstly hi.
hmm, tmr school. halfway done hmwk. the rest, never do. coz why? while doing hmwk, i sleep. woke up arnd 4? dk ah. then idk wad. hmm.. wad should i write about..

Do you remember we were sitting there by the water?
you put your arm around me for the first time?

2010-09-22T22:45:00.000-07:00

- old picha -
hellohello blogers and readers, lets start a new here,
hmm, soooooo... this past few days my life been great, ohh and im no longer with him, and you people may stop asking why i broke up with him, just myob kay. And i want to add this in, people nowdays must really accept things in its way, you cant always accept things in your way, thats unfair. nehhmind kay, now.. my freaking facebook cant even log in sia, wtf they say invalid password, bullshit la sial.. it says that i changed my password at 1.33am today, wtf i was sleeping sia. freaking annoying sia, wad a fuck to the hacker la . damn... i think i will make a new one :D that will make my life easierrr. grr! its okehh.. i will cursed that person! :D
okehh movingggg on... hmmm...today didnt go school coz i was lazy and sick. go school also sick, then at school nothing goes inside my head. haiya.. somemore today is a longlong day, after school must stayback for 1hour clean classrooom , thats a punishment for yesterday mistake made by some people from 1n2 -.- okehh, then after that got geo class, then science class.. wahh i think my classmates finish school like arnd 5plus maybe? wow, goodluck to them ~ ohhyea, talking about YESTERDAY, my class went on a fieldtrip.. haha i tot it was a adventuretrip! skaliskali, field trip, need do geo and english homework based on that trip. but nehh! didnt do the homework coz why? coz its raining, notthing to see much, i only remember my buddy! that is 'LIANA'! ahahha cool ar! lol, i laugh my head off xD okehh wadever, it such a waste of time going there when its raining, lol, and alot of things happen in the bus while otw go to bukit timah and back to school..hahaha lazy to elaborate la.
ahhaha , ohhkehh ohyea supposely im suppose to meet dan, but i cant coz' going grandmummy's house coz its her birthday! happy birthday to her yea! wahhaha, panjang umor ye! ;D hhehee, ohyea some korean songs really made me fell in love with it, SHINee uh amcm? <3 hahaha not forgetting! my AVENGED SEVENFOLD SAYANG! <3 love you both ! haahhahaaaaaaa! gooodddbye you all!
tkecare, loveyou.
signing off,
yanaaa <3

selamat hari raya =)

2010-09-11T22:46:00.000-07:00
Abang's Family
Siblings & cOusins! <3

SELAMAT HARI RAYAAAAAAAAAA! <3
hahahahaa, the time has come! hehehe, sorry for the late update, been busy this past few days. waaahhaha, im bored as always. sickk since saturday. haiya, still i come to school, to study mah >.< like real sia, wtv tcher talk , i will just show my 'huh' look. damn, not even one thing went inside my head. haha wtv laa, well hari raya this year is like boringgggggggggggg. idk why, it is not as exciting as last few years back. haishh , ohh lifeeeeee~ heee, went raya on the friday till tuesday onlyyy. then got school . heh! maybe going raya outing on the friday or saturday with kawaaaaaaaaaaaaaans! hehehe, so excited but havent plan yet to go whose house. hmmm.. kay besides raya, exams are around the corner. wtvv , recent test wassss okehhh, pass all except geoooo _|_ forever ar fail geo.. fucking hate geo sia. bladyyy hell. ppssssssshk! okehhla, oh yea those pictures were taken during raya. heh (:
byee , selamat hari raya!

2010-09-03T03:26:00.000-07:00

- Hey hi hello!
It's been a long time i update my blog. HAHAA, kaylah . So, im here posting okeh .
Well , my life is like that like that onli . ALOT OF THINGS happen when i didnt blog. Like seriously alot la. see la, i last update on 9august -.- dah dah wtv, so, hmm, wad to talk ar? ..... kay uh ! RAYA COMING SIOT ! hehehe xD fucking excited la, ehehe , like 7moredays sia! But havent really kemas rumah . Onli paint, hehe . Kaykay, besides raya . hahaha, exams are coming! Wahlao! i better get my butt up and study sia! I really need help on geo :( my geo is dying . haish , nehhmind! i shall study myself first , self-study yknow . hehe, kay. Ohyea just to add on, i don wanna put my blog in private kay . I shall just say wad i wanna say , so if YOU, terasa or feeling2 that im talking about you , then thats your fucking problem la kay . Kay now, i wanna say that let say you tell 100ppl about our fight, i fucking sure that all 100ppl will hear a different story from you . trust me, now 3ppl have hear different story from you . WTH?! You must be very good huh at making story? Composition comferm get full marks ar ? Kaw kan bagos part peng'peng cyter! hahah! sungguh wtv uh girl, i think your so desperate. haha! and ohyea , why are u acting kind/innocent/goodgood infront of us? Well, u think by doing that will make us like you ? seriously NOT! So wad is the point doing all those 'GOOD' stuffs infront us while you talk behind our backs to other people! EY KALAW PSL BENDE BAEK TAPY LA SIAL! NI PSL AHPE ?? PER KITE MEPEK SUME ? KITE BACKSTAB KAW SUME? SERIOUSLY, GO AND REFLECT LA ! Seriously ek , aku taknak carik fight taw, tapy kaw start dulu and in the end it end up like this ? hah! gasak kaw uh gerl!
END OF FRIENDSHIP. DONE! HAH! HAPPY ?! SCRAMP LA SCRAMP!
okeh now im done with that. Seriously people like this nak angkat fame je, byler fame da takde teros sedeh..
woootEVA! kay da i don wanna talk bout that anymore, now the pichas above is pichas taken just now! hehehe, after school outside class . hehe, zahin suke uh amek gmbr! haha! i love them so much kay , and of coures Anggit la :D
hahaha , okeh la , that is for now. Will See whether i wanna post again or not ! xD heehhee! byebye ! OHH WAIT! ADE ORG IKOT NAME AKU SIOL! KE'AI SAN'CHYNER? TAQDA ORI PE GERL? KAW KATE KAW TAK SUKE ORG YG TAKDE ORI BEYH KAW PON ! YOU MUST BE HATING YOUSELF HUH?! HAHAHA ! WELL, WAIT TILL I TELL YOU OFF MOTHAFUCKA! SIAL BINGET BOOBS!
KAY BYE ! TKECARE LOVEYOU MWAHHH ^^Y AMEKKKK KAW !!

confused..

2010-08-09T18:47:00.001-07:00

HihIHihIHIhihI (:
UGHHH, its been awhile since i blogged, people keep on bugging me to update this blog . LOL, kay fine . i update okeh . hmm, soo how's you people been doing? great? ahha good la . my life? hmm dont know la. in a state of confusion. gaaagagaa, how sia? dk la. hmm wtv la, about my studies ? hmm doing great? LOL. aiyaaaaaaaaaaa, idk wad to type about laaa. ohyea kay , puasa is like tomorrow? gaaah damn , taq prepared langsung -____- kayla , ohyea today is Nur Ahlamia's birthday. hhee , da 13 la . sooo enjoy always yea beb , hhahahhha (:
kay la mepek ar aku bobal.

bye.

2010-07-18T06:07:00.000-07:00

hhaha oii .
kay its been a long time since i blogged ek. blog aku pon da tenggelam~
hehh , okehh lets begin wif last week. last week is a suckish week ever except on 13july <3 yknowyknow , 6months nan anggit zafendi tersayang ^^ hahahaa mwaaaaaaaaaaaaah :] , okehh then sucks sucks , lazy to elaborate . heee , soo just now went out to ehub wif family . went to the kidz explorer i think ? my adq2 mawu maen sana . so i tagg along , wahlao kasar siol bdk2 keciik tuh sume , tolak aku cam aku ni taqde gytuh . taqperh taqperh , kasi chance uh , yellow card pon lom dahpat . hehehehhe xD kay sshs . kay uh , malas naq type panjangg2 . tmr meeting vainpot at 6.30am . LOL . early siaa :O okeh bye !
sygsygsygsyg ppl ! <3

2010-07-05T02:07:00.000-07:00

HEYHELLOHI .
I HAVENT DO HMWK >< PEACE !
HMMM , I'VE GOT NTG TO SAY .
WILL UPDATE A PROPER ONE SOON .
TOODLES!

2010-06-26T22:24:00.000-07:00

Kakaq <3

EYY YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !
Some of the pichas above is on 25june2010. Cornets section outing ! it was heavenly fun bodow !!! i loveee it mannzxcs !! its like i late for sectional coz i cant get out from home coz its raining . wtv -.- then , arnd 11plus i think ? went out , went to school , then skali sectional finish . so the rest wait for me at the school gate. Reach alredi then , we go to century square . watched movie . andand , the night before i watch movie which is toys story then i watched again with the cornet section . i could actually remember every single part of the show . Lol. So just watch lor , laughlaugh . then after that go to ntuc , i buy chocolate <3 haah , then after that we go to tampines mrt interchange , then we planned to go pasir ris then stay in the mrt then continue our journey to marina baraage. so , maam rian , maam syamimi , maam aqilah , maam cheryl , maam jamie is in the mrt . While me and maam filzah was on our way inside the mrt , skali otw , sir hong yi shout 'filzah. then we turned we tot who , then maam filzah talk2 wif sir hong yi, then i heard maam syamimi shouted , 'liyana! , then i turned the door closing , me and maam filzah shout, everyone look aat us like as if we owe them money =.= haish , but it is so funny la !! we laughlaugh !! then we wait at tampines mrt , then saw them in mrt , so just join them in ,then alight at city hall , walkwalk laughlaugh. then , took the shuttle bus to marina baraage , otw laughlaugh . then reach alredi, walk inside. play the kites , picnic picnic. then the surprise is playing wif the water . ahahha , so i didnt get myself really wet . but maam syamimi , maam rian , maam jamie and maam filzah sure make themselves really wet . ahaha ! lol okeh . so after that , everyone was in the rush to go home , but before that we played 'bunga api' , the stick one. hahah , so fun , then i didnt know that there's sound , anjat2 gerl2 . lol , kk . so yea thats about it, lazy to elaborate more bout the ending :P
kaykay , aadnadn , i wanna wish my dearest sister : kiki mandy.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !
HAPPY BIRTDHAY TO YOU !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KAKAQ !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !
MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE.
AND HAVE A NICE LIFE AHEAD :D
BYEBYE TKECARE !!

2010-06-23T03:16:00.000-07:00

Heyyow .
Seriously i had a fight wif him . like ugh -.- wtv bout that. now , yesterday seriously sia feddup . Imagine a kelantan girl kay . Here's the story . When i ferst sign in into my msn , i chatchat with other ppl , skali got one conversation with this unknown girl pop-out , she invited me to show my webcam . Before i do anything , i asked her , who is she . She didnt reply me so i declined the webcam . Then she invite again . I declined all the way , like almost 7times ? Then , she use my msn name as her msn name { !!! } whathehell. then i started throwing vulgars at her uh . then she she say like bdk malaysia sia. Beyh checkcheck , dier mmg bdk malaysia. kents pe. bdk kentalan bdk tuh , psst i mean kelantan . Beyh the next tyme round she use another gerl name , i think ' yuyuldahdaa ' . yea , wth sia . then checkcheck agy , she use another gerl name , its 'elly mikazumi ' if im not wrong uh . Then after all that , she chat wif me again then she invite the webcam again i declined all the way . then atlast she say , she dont want webcam wif me anymore coz got someone alredi webcam wif her . so wad sia ? then she say , she will take my foto editedit then pt as her display picha . she's a one big motherfucker ar . Freaking asshole . Dah tuh , ni pompan pulak . haish , u dont rule the world la seh . andand , you are nobody to judge ppl 'laga'. kaw kan memang 'laga' . andand, kaw jealous or wad ? huahuahuahua , jgn jealous gerl , ade bnyk benci kaw =) im one of them , PEACE! and stop acting good infront of people , naq bobal , bobal depandepan la , jangan naq jady pundeq rascal gy bobal blakang org . i may be dumb but i aint stupid to know wad you're saying uh . And please ek , 'kyter buwat korg pon buwat' . Find another things to do can ?
andand , like my fren said , muke je lawa tapy perangai cam sial . Jangan naq harapkan muke je ek gerl . Farking Asshole. Seriously , just stop thinking that you're popular . Coz you aint as you have haters , and iknow.
yea i think i made my point.
goodbye (:

ps: sape makan cili, dier la yg terase pedasnye :P goodluck.

2010-06-20T05:00:00.000-07:00

YOWWWWW` YOWWWWWWWWWWWWW !!
Im back from campp !!! miss me ? .. the camp is soooo freaking funn laa ! i miss it alotalotalot.
and that picture above is during the cornets section perform . lol , coz we play introduction to the band , so every section must go to the front and perform . LOL !! SO CUTE LAA EVERYONE !! hahaha , butbut i was veryvery scared and nervous , lol . haiiii ... i miss those momentss !!! i love it alot !!!!!!!!!!
more pictures at facebook kay , kaylah short post onli . ahaha ~

toodles~
loveeeeeeeeeeee cornets !!!!!

2010-06-15T23:42:00.000-07:00

Arr hii .
haishh , i've got no mood siaaa . Dah lah boring , satusatu buwat perangai . wtv lah ek korg . heh . Tomorrow i got cca camp . So its 3days 2night. hehhhhh , besok morning 8.30am must assemble . lolx . i still havent pack , aiyer . currently chatting wif ain lala , husaini and syafiqah . ajak ain lala nan syafiqah lepak nan some other budak vainpot . lolx , OHH YEA !! vainpot changed their blogg link taw . huahuahuahuahua >< im bored siaaa . Seriously sia , aku ngah binget tapy aku taatwu pasal ahpe aku binget -.- issh !! gmbr tuh , was taken smlam nan syafiqah . heh .
kay uh , idk wtf i wan say now . no FREAKING MOOD .
BYE .

2010-06-13T08:43:00.000-07:00

`Webcam Photos ..
Hello ! its been 7days i didnt blogged . LOL . due to my lazyness . gaaah , ey ey today is my 4monthsary wif him , yknow its so fast ? (: hahaha ,HAPPY 4MONTHSARY !! well well . grrrrrr <; for this past few days i've been feeling sad and tired all day long . starting on tuesday . been having cca from 9am till 4pm . go home rest , eat , play lappy for awhile then slept at 11plus . the next day wake up at 9am , go cca self prac . reach school arnd 10plus . finish self prac at 3pm plus . and ohh yea that day i was reallyreallyreally PISSED . yknow yknow . grr , kay then go home all la . next day go school again at 9am till 4pm . then go grandmummy house fetch `lil sista . go home at arnd 8plus? then eat bath . dah kol 9plusplus . slept at 11pm . then next day go out , shopping2. saturday got cca . 8am till 1pm . kay . today freaking nice day . woke up at 12pm . hhahaa babi tol >< kay uh naq bobok .
nytenyte , sleeptite .
ily ppl .
tc . byee!!

2010-06-06T05:14:00.000-07:00

Hello , im blank la sia . beyh suro blog .
Tsk , bye . waitwait , tagged utk minahrep pa ? bobal cock sia bdk tuh , tagged is for worldwide bodow . oops i mean 'PANDAI' . hees . tatawu pape , diaam suaaa ! bye . ily . tkecare gundu's .

2010-06-01T05:42:00.000-07:00

Yowwwww`Yowww Gundu's !
Naq bobal cket ni , hmm .. im happy the fact that is not baby that said at my formspring , it was some other pathetic idiots who said it . well , sukee aku . iloveyou anggit (:
kaykay , hmmm .. idk why im obsessed wif bad romance now ? o.0 haiyyeeer mepek la.
heee , kaykay , i wannnaaa say about this gerl from my formspring . im not bitching about her , i just wanna tell onli . kaykay , at my formspring kan , ade budak ckp 'u smell!!' pastu byler dier ckp gytuh , aku pon boiling uh . heh , pastu aku cam asl nan bdk ni uh , beyh boley nmpk sape yg ckp kan , like -.- if you guys taq caye , u guys gy tgk , beyh korg click sape yg ckp tuh . abeyh aku gy click , skali pompan mane tah . aku taq kenal dier sak ! beyh aku ckp nan dier , ' ey , wads your problem sia , u smell! , do i know you or smtg ? anyhow onli spam '' , taqnaq maki bnyk sngt n_n then dah gytuh dier taq reply aku taw , dier reply aku pat facebook -.- maaaaaaaaaaakk uiii ! keciian , dier ckp gyni taw , gyni taw , 'Hey, do u know yr formspring me?? I swear i didn't write u smell...It's my brother!! He's onli 5 yrs old n very naughty...hais...y r siblings always causing trouble?? I'm srry for wad my bro did...I think he smell more :) Any take care:) Love ya :) SAYY WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT ?! hahahah , ohh tuhh lah dier punye 'reason' ek . taqperh taqperh , bdk2 gyni aku kasii chance ek =.= aku taq evil lah kay . hmmm well :]
lagypon dier darii loyang sec kan ? WOOHHOOO ! Lagy satu bunyik dari dier , aku amek berape tapak dah sampai loyang sec , rumah aku dkat lah weii nan skola tuh -.- so fucking dkat until i cnt run ^.< gaaah ! okehh , so lagy satu bunyiik dari dier , aku cariik dier habesssssssss2 ! okehh set ! deal ? kay baeeeeeek ! I MISS MY PRK MEMBERS BADLY :'( meeett up soon okehh ? hahha well tmr plan is maybe lepak wif siglap-ians . hahaha hope so . ade tanye lepak pat t1 ? haha ade ahpe pat sane -.- hahahaa ! FAKKEE ! heeee . kaykay , dah sudah sudahh . yeaaa , bored as always luh . just now go band , best ! ahahha , its like 9am till 4pm . its worth it kay . 12pm got break . hahaha LUCKY LA ! hahhaa , o.0 thenthen after break , got the sec1's ensemble , must group in 3's. my group members is wif adli and DIDI WERLD. yea them . woahh , all different2 instrument . thats the rule . Adli maen percussion , DIDI WERLD maen frenchorn , me maen cornet ! ahhaha , then we play jingle bells -.- hahaha , senang , me and adli same rhythm so ,adli just have to follow me , he play the xylophone i think ? yea should be . then DIDI WERLD playslow sia , then he ask me to slow down , mane buley !!! i 1beat leh , he 2beat sia . makk ! then in the middle of the song , i was like LOST. then im like ' whathehell am i? ' then i turn back and say to mr samad , 'can i restart' ? he was like ' oh yes oh yes can can ', with a sarcastic voice and look ~.~ hhahaa , so yea i just restart then its turn out better than the ferst one , i onli can hear my sound and adli's sound . DIDI WERLD peii aku taq dgr . haiyaa ! hope we win for the ensemble !! hahaha make me proud AD &DI !! FAKKEEE ! HEHEHE , so yeahhhhhhhhhh . band ends at 4pm . then after that , my fon maty !!!!! :@ so im suppose to text spidey but my fon maty , so i wait and wait till i reach home , then quickly charge fon . after that , finish charging arnd 8plus. i reach home arnd 6plus. thenthen , i saw 3messages from spidey . dier cam marah gytuh , i felt so guilty :( nehhmind , its my fault . im so sry okeh for not texting you and didnt mean hurt you if i do .. gaaaaaaaaaaaaah !
kaylah kaylah enough enough , imissbaby,vainpots,PRK badly !!!! :(
kay byebye tkecare !!!!
iloveyou so much ppl !!!!
p.s ; i got my lonng sleevee !!! woohhoo ! dk why so happy about that . hahaha xD andand MIAA THANKS FOR EVERYTG OKEH , NEVER THOUGHT OF HAVING A BESTFREN LIKE YOU . LOVEYOU ALWAYS <3
kay byebye tkecare amigos !!
yana chao xinchi dulu !
loves ,
Liyana AhLian :}

Sodeyh`Sodeyh .

2010-05-31T02:02:00.000-07:00

Freakingg saddddddddddddd :[
Seriously siia , idk whether is it him or other ppl thats say that 'thing' at my formspring . i hope its not him . its like , when i wan to check my formspring , i saw 3new messages . then ternampak tuh sume . its like tibetibe i broke into tears , idk wad to say , i just broke into tears . then i texted him , ask him whether he wants to break wif me , then blahblahblah , cant stand i stop msging for a while then i fall asleep . okehh , if it wasnt him who said that , then who ? ey comeon uh , korg kalaw naq pakai name org mesty ade cara uh , ni pakai name mataer org sume , korg taqde hidop pe gyni naq kacaw relationnship org ? korg desprate sngt kape ? Maciiam taqde life gytuh siaa .. saket taw haty . dahh uh , im sadsadsad .
can i have a happy life ? plz ....

bye.

2010-05-30T03:14:00.000-07:00

WASSAAAAPPPPPPP !
comee , aku cite kan kaw psl friday , saturday and narii . kay friday ferst ek , hmm , friday kan vesak day , so plann naq watch shrek pastu i say to my mum i don wan watch la pasal i don wan . hah -.- so adq2 aku ngan sedare kepo -.- also gy tgk skali . abehh me and my mum go jln2 , shopping2 . beyh aku gy gunting fringe . heh , cekgu complain la dengs. so yeah , then dah puas shopping , gy umah grandmummy aku . so waited for the bacenszxc to baleq . then aku baru naq lelap jap , si bacenszxc baleq , siolan btol . naq tydo pon taq aman . so ,kyter pon baleq pasir ris .
tempat asal kyter . so da sampai , aku pon pengsan -.- penaaat lahh seh .
kay thats the end of VESAK DAY . sekarang , on saturday pulak , semalam la kan .
ermm apeee ekk , shit , lupe sak . serious aku lupee . heh taqperlah .
nowww todayy is , ermm BOREDDD SAKK ! MENDAQ SEMACAM . MAKK AII , BOREDD !
daahh laahh laparrr , haiyeeeeeee . kay uh chao dulu . naq mamam puaspuas .
currently texting nazif spidey and ahkeep sanchoii .
kaylah byebye ,
nnaty tgk uh kalaw aku naq update ke taq .
byebye tkecare.
iloveyou <3

2010-05-25T05:56:00.003-07:00

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Hellohello , Those people thanks for wishing me for my birthday . I appreciate it alott okehh ! Lovee you guyss , may god bless youu :}
hahaa kaykay bck to my blogging topic , hmmm .. today after school i had band , so as per normal uh do stuffs all then at last arnd 5plus , miss liyana { twinny } thats wad she call me ! hahaha , kay she and dk who come in band room and say wanna show exam results to the whole band members , like wadthelaaa ! scareddd bodowww ! heeeh .
they go by class and register number , so the sec1 had to go ferst , then 1E1 ferst then blahblahblah , come 1N2 i scared , heart beating freaking fast , ferst eunice ar coz her register number 2 mah , her results okeh ar , good sia . then come MY ONE ! LIKEE .. i nnumber 5 lah kan . My results wad 0.0 i see and i said fuck. then i didnt even wanna look at it again . haiiiiiii ! i hatteee it . then after me is danish i think , he same as me i guess . then DIDI WORLD , HAHAHA ! same as me i guess . then iszryfan , hehh . kemmbang jehh lahhh . hmmphh menyampah aku . then after that go to the sec2 leevel resuults then sec3 then sec4 , then while srcolling can see lotsa of people results , i onli remember N2 got alot of people got U grade .
F lah sia. haiyayayyayyaa . wadever lahhh , onli thing i know is i don wanna go normal tech . donne . kay, so about today is done . On last monday , my kayaking day ! woohoo , so fun i tellyou , hehehehe , lazy to elaborate uh . kay skip , but on sunday and saturday i was sick keep on vomitting , andand on my birthday siaa sicck . wahhlaaoooo . hmmphhh , kaykay . then monday come to school as per normal , then normal normal things happen . then i felt so geram for awhile , mcm naq pukol je org . likeee what the hell la , utk ORG tuh , jgn lah kembang sangat. PODAAAH !
hmmphh , kaykay , so tmr going to school as per normal, oh yea oh yea , just now i almoost late for school , coz i wake up at 6.30am .damn . haha kay wadever .

byebye tkecare !
loveyou <3
enjoy reading :}

Loves ,
Liyana AhLian ♥
Syg Ahbeng akuu ♥

Thanks for the wiishes loves .

2010-05-25T05:33:00.000-07:00

2010-05-19T22:45:00.000-07:00

Haaaiiseeyyymannnnnnnnnnnn !
Didnt go to school today as im freaking siccck . GRRR . and im like stress at homeee . Friends msging me saying i fail quite a number of subjects , WTF LA !! its like , im so dead . dead dead dead dead dead dead dead dead dead dead dead dead !
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
wadever lahh ekk ! so .. later in the afternoon im going to poolyyclinicc to get MC.
haiyaaaa . okehhh ! im bck from poly alredi . junnow i stop blogging for awhile , now i got MC , err . kay , im so boredddd siaa . my throat is so painful . gaaah !
anway , i bought t-shirt for baby (: hahahaa . kay hope he likes it :D

kay , byebye
tkecare
i love you <3

2010-05-17T04:27:00.001-07:00

YAYYYYYY ! Examzzz are overrr ! WOOHOOO !
yet , birthday is coming luh deh . in 6moredays . yay yay ! KAYKAY , tomorrow have band luhh . and then , Baby , wanna go school wif me but i cant coz im going wif cousin , then he kinda dissapointed , kay i know my perangai cam sial . but im sorry kay baby ? haiii .... kayy , ermm im finally getting my blazer . hahaa , wadever lah ek . so on tuesday , will go to school . wednesday klua nan VAINPOT tersayang . thenthen , on friday also ? im so all excited . not really maybe ? ... hehhh .
kaylahhh , nothing to talk much here . byebye tkecare ^^

2010-05-15T06:59:00.000-07:00

TODAY.SUNDAY.15MAY2O10.
boredboredbored day . hahaha ,i rott the whole day , so kalaw da bored , ape lagy ? movie marathon uhs , thats wad i did (:
see that gmbr ontop ? yea those cheerleaders CD uhs . so geyreqq ! hahahaa !
hmmm , watchwatch until i go blind , cehh FAKE ! haaha . so yeah , but then before my moviie marathon , i went to loyang point . then go mamam then go the clinic coz adq saket , hmm *sadsad* . heee . thenn after that went home , then baru come MY MOVIEE MARATHON !! siol fun ley ! but then 1CD havent watch yet uhs , no time . coz wan antar my adq go my grandmummy house . hahaha , and im still bored .
well , without my adq is so bored , when she's home , always play wif her , laugh wif her , though sometimes she bite me :O
tapy taqperhh , i don mind the pain . hahaha ! [ step kuwat ] eehehhe .
grrr , hoping she will be bck tomorrow , ohh yeah ! talking abt the word 'TOMORROW' , after sunday , monday , art exam and oral la sia. havent even touch my bag luh sia . Fffffarrk. art prep havent do sia . like wadthela , i cannot fine my exam art paper , gahh , mane kaw papper !!! aku naqqqqq !! sialah exam butoww EXAMM ! setann ! grr kaylah , da mepeq -.-

byebye swithearts .
tkecare always ,
loveyou slalu (:

2010-05-13T01:38:00.000-07:00

Ehllo Sayangs ! This guy is mine and today is our 3monthsary yknow !! so fast !! hahahaa , ilovehim laaaaaa . now , 3month is done .
hmm , idk was to say la . the onli thing that i know is , ilovehim . hah ..
waitwait , from my facebooooooooooook .
Anggit , You mean the world to me,Nothing will ever come between us,No matter what anybody, says or does,You will always be in my heart,Forever and Ever,Your spot will never be replaced, You hold the key to my heart,And u have since we met I will love u forever,And no matter how much we fight,Things will be ok,Like I said I will love u forever,No matter what ' I hope sooo !!
hehehe , kaylah , idk wad to say somemoreeeeee .
happy 3monthsary darling ! hhehehe xD
kay bye .
tkecare ^^

2010-05-10T06:10:00.000-07:00

Hello there (:
Today was kinda a good day ? but a bad examination . coz its history . eeeewwww ! errm the paper was okehh , idk a single shit about section B&C , wathela . must fill in the blanks and dk wad la . haiyaaa , mtk2 pass ek . andand i cant concentrate siaaa , keep playing with the chair . GAAAAAAAAAAAH !
Well , exams are gonna finish soon , exams that are done :
Malay Karangan
English Compo , paper and situational writing
Geography
Literature
History
GRRR , tomorrow is maths . heeeee :D
Favourite lah seh ^^ FOR THE MEAN TIME .. heheheheheh xD
so yeahh , lucky today never paisehh . hehehe , kay nowwwwwwwww
just now after exams , vainpot naq klua skola , then mia have to go home :(
sedddddddeeeh , so the rest of us went to pasir ris ! yay yay ! ^^Y
hhehehe , ferst we go white sands shopp , ermm saw alot of people i know. GRR
then we jalan2 , then after that we planned to go ehub , so we walked there , while otw to ehub , we saw this monitor lizard , besarr oii ! ahhaha , beyh kite cam kiasu sakk ! o.0 hahaha kay FAKE !
HAHAHA , yeahh then after we jalan2 over theree . ntg to see , so just took some pichas . then , we went home , all of us took 21 , i alight ferst then them <3
hehehe kaylah , wanna bobok dehh .

nytenyte ^^
tkecare .
ILOVEYOU.
goodluck for exams people out there , *peace.

2010-05-08T08:16:00.000-07:00

Hello there people !
I cant wait for next thursday and nextnext saturday uh , hahaha . yknow why ? okeh i tell . next thursday is my 3monthsary wif anggit❤ . ehehehe ! so happy dah naq kat 3months. its like fcuking fast lah kan ? hahaa . kay then , nextnext saturday is my BIRTHDAY ! Yay yay ! so happy , but the sad thing is im getting older . i don wanna get older , i wanna be small and not growing up . coz wen i grow up , more things i will suffer . grrrrrrr . i dont like ! i taq suke ! okeh ? hmmm .. i jus wanna say this okehh people , and lets make it the final one can ? will try .

to whoever that says 'not prettay'blahblahblah at my formspring : hey , i didnt say i was pretty okeh ? and i know there's LOTS MORE of gerls out there that is prettier than me , i know okehh . you need not tell me ayte . if you know im not prettay , why do you even bother to read my blog and see my pichas ? ermm .. up to you lah kay . the main point is , i know im not prettay and i knnow theere's LOTS MORE gerls that is prettier than me . kay .

byebye darlings ,
tkecare always .
iloveyou anggit & you people ❤

2010-05-07T05:45:00.000-07:00
SEDEHH GYLER BABI !
FCUK SHIT SIA , AKU SEDEH GYLER LAH SIA . ADE NI BDK STOPPIT SAK PERANGAI ! NAQ TUDOH2 ORG TAQ TENTU PSL , JGN NAQ MEPEQ UH YG AKU UAT TUH PROFILE ! SIAL BTOL ! KAW PIKEH LAWAK PE ?
KALAW TAQ TAWU PAPE , DIAM2 SUDAH !! AND UTK BDK YG NGAH PAKAI PROFILE TUH ! AKU NAQ KAW DELETE SBLM KAW MATY !!
NABEYH , TAQ PASAL UH AKU NANGES RABAQ2 ..

2010-05-07T03:36:00.000-07:00

` FUCKED TO THE UP . GERAAAAAAM ! MARAHHHHHH !
Ey siak ah , btol siol . Im like so fucking angry ryte now , im like so angry wif many people ? sial uh . cibeh , geram geram geram ! i cannot say who , but i can tell that im angry wif this PEOPLE . KAY .. Some of them is close to me , some not . Ey ! Gerammmmmmmmmmmmmmmm ! TO THIS SOMEONE : ey kaw , da apehal sia ? boley bobal baek2 kan ? siak ar , aku tawu kaw lagy besar dary aku , beyh kaw pikeh kaw ni sorg je big ? ey , pat luar pon ade org big2 uh . bodow sia , step speaking bobal jgn naq step mane punye matrep la ! fvckyou go and die !
secondly : ey pompan2 , kalaw naq copy aku , agak2 ar sikit . copy ikot sukehaty makbpk kaw .. funfair kape ? nabeh. stoppit siak . beyh cam taqde originality gytuh . grrrrrrr _|_
To ------ : hmm , you seem to be ignoring me ? but why ? wad i do ? whenever u talk to me , i feel that u kena force to talk to me , ey aku taq heran uh kalaw kaw taqnaq ckp nan aku , aku boley hidop tanpa kaw uh siol .
fucklifefucklifefucklife.
to ----- :iknow u lie to me , but its okehh . you can lie all u wan , for all i care.
but in the end , i know the thruth . thank ek. lie somemore uh . LIE !!!
to ---- : ohh , so you've been contacting ------ ? okehh enjoy . go and forget me okeh ! i don wanna talk to you , i don wanna see your face , i don wanna even to take concern about you anymore ! thanks alot to wad u've done asshole.
hmmm, why is people been acting this way to me ? why ? people talking behind my bck and stuff ? why ? kalaw naq bobal , jgn bobal belakang lah sia , bobal depandepan , bobal depan muke aku ar . i feel like killing myself . jumping from a high building and die . wah , how great . u wait u wait , and ihateyou. ihateyou !
and if u feel that im talking about you , then thats your problem uh .
YOU DONT EVEN LOOK LIKE YOU CARE ABOUT ME .

bye...

2010-05-06T06:29:00.000-07:00

` Messy is the new pretty ?
hahahaa , mepeq seh ni gambar . i was actually ngah bareng2 then i sit down , rambot masai habes , then i take picha . hahaa how pathetic . kay wadever . hmmmmmmmmm.
i don wanna go to school ! i don i don i don i don wan !! i could actually roll on the floor and cry yknow. aiyaaa , tomorrow is lit paper. wish me luck !
kaylah byebye
tkecare.

2010-05-06T02:32:00.000-07:00

` Stomach Craaaammppp :(
Ey stomach cramp , please go away , you're killing me siaaaa . gosssssh , sakkkkeeet.
dah gytuh , sume psl kaw [ stomach cramp ] , aku taqley concentrate during geography exam , damn you la . go away please ?! PLEASE ?! gaaaaaaaah .

bye . hope you suckers wont get any stomach cramp .
ggrrrr , tkecare .

2010-05-05T20:48:00.000-07:00

(When I first saw you, I saw love.
And the first time you touched me, I felt love.
And after
all this time, you're still the one I love.)
Looks like we made it
Look how far we've come my baby
We mighta took the long way
We knew we'd get there someday

They said, "I bet they'll never make it"
But just look at us holding on
We're still together still going strong

(You're still the one)
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life
(You're still the one)
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night

Ain't nothin' better
We beat the odds together
I'm glad we didn't listen
Look at what we would be missin'

They said, "I bet they'll never make it"
But just look at us holding on
We're still together still going strong

GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH :D That was random . Heeee . okehh today school were as per normal laaa. but today go home so freaking early laa. i went home arnd 10am ? Like waste of time seh , wake up so early then go home so early might as well no need go school , yeayea because its exam wad . yealah yealah , kaykay last wednesday was my english composition , situational writing , malay karangan and surat kiriman . andand !! my malay uhh , i think out of point sia ! grrrrr -.- wadever lah , dah buwat pon ~ heeeee . kay so , then yesterday [ wednesday ] i got my english paper , aiya only cloze passage and 2 comprehension , lucky not like primary school paper . hahaa , then its was easyyy ! passage A senang gyler , passage B was kinda confusing BUT still can do (: hahhaa , kay then just now, i got my GEOGRAPHY !!!! SO DIFFICULT !!!! HAHAHAA , aku lagi sikit naq meninggal sia , byler ngah flip2 paper , aku dah nazak , biler naq uat je , aku dah meninggal dunie sak .
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR , im so gonna fail ! for SURE ! haiyaaa .
so yeah tomorrow's paper gonna be litreture, ni lagi satu punye casket punye basket punye suject .. taqperhlah , aku pass . okeh okehh lah later maybe posting again ,

TKECAREE !!!
BYEBYE !!
LOVEYOU !!

2010-05-05T07:35:00.000-07:00
I HATE YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!

ahcap sanchy.

2010-05-03T00:21:00.000-07:00

'ahcap' S A N C H Y !
Ahcap KAWANkuh . Kawan tagged yg rapat , pat tagged dier jerlah yg layan aku yg talktalk , naq harapkan kawan tagged yang laen tunggu aku meninggal baru dorg layan lah ek . anway ahcap , if you're reading this , ermm im sorry if i didnt reply your msges or whuat kay , coz i dont know your number and so far i didnt get any msges from you , im so sorry kay ahcap andand im secondary1 ! haha taq caye per ? seriouss nyy im sec1 ! i was born in the year of 1997 kay ? hahaha , taq caye ask my parents and my siblings kay ? hahhaa . aiyooo~ maty2 taq caye ek ahcap ? hahahaa ^^
haha kaylah , thanks for being my fren ahcap ! kawan ku yg selalu sudi utk cakap nan aku byler mendaqqqqq ~
tkecare always ^^Y

2010-05-02T23:11:00.000-07:00

`Swimming (:
hello , here's some pictures i took on saturday pat tampines swimming complex.
gaaaaaah , so fun lah . and yeah i saw ghilman . LIKE WTF ? At swimming pool jumpe ? rabaqrabaq. terperanjat sak aku . well , wadever lah . so yeah , hmm play wif my adq at the swimming pool , cousins were there too . after swimming for like about 3 hours. we went out and went to grandmummy nyer umah (: hahaha , kaykay. then leklek uh. so yeah , it was great though. hahaa kaylah just a short post about this . will post later,
bye.

2010-04-30T22:08:00.000-07:00

Holla holla heleh heleh hello ~
hehehe , mepeq . hmm anywy here's SOME of the carnival pictures . lazyy to upload all lah , yknow its so many till i lazy. ish!
haha kaylah , just enjoy it . anyway now i will tell you more about the canival yeah.
yesterday woke up at 6.30am , dk wake up so early for wad . then play lappy for wahile , chat wif zuhri , ahcap and adam . then arnd 8plus , go bath and change2 all . then reach tampines 9plus. then VP<3 , ashraf and hakim was there too . but ahlamia wait for us at tampines mall coz she's wif her mum and sista. so we walked to tampines mall , ngah jln2 pastu saw ahlamia . ahhaa kay then we go together . then after go open plaza so hawwt lah sia ! i cannot tahan i go in bck. then we dudok2 pat lgs. waste time there talk2 , then we went to popular , hahaha thenn...ehem ! NTG ! diam ek korg. ahahah ! dieeeee ! ahaha , kaykay after bought stuff for the carnival , then we walk2 , planning to go bck to school suddenly saw hardi and shukri , hahaa so we talk2 , hardi cam matrep sak. topi taqley lagy tinggy pe . hahaha , then we leklek at starbucks there. hahaha then look at watch , 'oh shit! we need to setup our stall' , sume cabot. hahaa , then reach school alredi. so kecoooh !!!! at ferst we were sesat then search2 saw our stall alredi , we beside 1t1. kay ....... then we so the kecoh lah , setset. then some need go classroom then end up all sec1 go classroom for attendance checking and rehearsal for speech day. ahhaa , so after minute passed , the boys all friday prayers then the rest go decorate the stall all. then lepas decorate , somme need go classroomm for attendance checking again then me and mia stay at the stall . ahaa , then suddenly the whole school crowd arnd at the parade square for the opening of the carnival. ahhaa , then mr bala hit the gong . hahaha yay! carnival start ! hahaha , kaykay.
then ppl start coming to our stall, i so happy. haahha (: then after that i when to haunted house becuase mia FORCE me . gaaah ! i scared yknow. i kan pengecot. wadever.
hahaha , then wen go in i close my eyes , then someone touch my pantat ! asshole la! go and die lah, go molest2. Fyou suckaa !
damnnnn !! hahaa kaykay then after that play the waterbomb , i kena bomb sia . wetwetWET ! hahaha , then after that go to my stall bck and sit down taalk2. then suddenly need close shop alredi. so yeah change to uniform then go for speech day . ahhaha , kay lah thats the end , will blog again wen im free (:

tkecare , loveyou<3

2010-04-29T06:40:00.000-07:00

Hello pantaat ! ^^
ni gambar was taken after school uh , we skip maths remedial :D
guess where ? hahaha do guess uh , u sure dk wan . ahhahaa keciian uh .
kaykay , hmm school's been merepek . but okehhlahh . i sick lah gundu .
at school stengah maot , ey , atleast i sick , i make an effort to come to study for exam yknow ^^Y { bobal cam fhm } , so yeah hmmmm , and im kinda happy dukkssszzx !
recently i pass my dnt , science , history test . hahaah all A2 ! and ! music uh , i got A1 ! HAHAHAAA , hhehee , taqperh as long ade 'A' . hahaa , BUT ! My maths uh , i flung uh . pathetic shit, from A1 drop to A2 , merepeqqq siakkk ! i don care siaaa ! dah best2 A1 pastu drop to A2 ! alermak casket siaaak. ni sume psl _ _ _ _ _ _ _ !!!!!!! bodow lahh sehh !!!
wadever ek , aku naq bulk up . okehh then i fail my geo . forever lah sehh fail geo .
but i fail not that bad wad , i onli got a C5 . hahaa . pape lahh ek.
okehhh lehh , ermm thenthen the exam was okehh uh , english one okehhlah but malay i abbit clueless uh , i scared out of point. gaaaaaaah ! wadever la.
thenthen ohyeah just now, mr hafiz wannted to see all chairman and co-chairman then ryte , he told us where out stalls shud be uh , then he say he will call out random classes and the chairman and co-chairman must run to the place where our stall shud be uh , then he suddenly say 1n2 , desmond { chairman } , go run wrong place , i say its over here , he says its over there . then end up he wrong shit la , then mr hafiz call us keropok , everybody laugh , i also laugh lah . well tmr i have my school carnival and speech day. my class is doing henna . heee . kay then after that got speech day. aiyaa ! kaykay , so thats all . anyway pictures will be taken uhr .
hahaha , kaylah ,
byebye tkecare.
ILOVEYOU(:

2010-04-21T03:37:00.000-07:00

Hello Kawannnn ! (:
How are you ? im great . heee . lonng time kan taq post. haha . well lets talk aboout past events . hmm last friday i got my sports day , grrr . topaz taq menang lah , taqperh topaz tetap the best for me ^^ hmm , actually me and my friends suppose to run [ relay ] , then taq jady because its raining and have no time . hah i go ask mr chong . heeeh . aiyaa like wad sehh , then 100m and 200m can run wad . so ?? alermak . then after that do the 31-leeged race , wahhh , cramp sia my leg and hand . my both friend beside me , is like pulling me , and i must stretch my leg , alermak crammppp siaaa ! haiyooo . well dah over pon . then after the event , the whole school dismissed , EXCEPT ! for the sec1's , coz we kena clean the stadium . hahah kinda fun though. hhehee , we look funny . hehee . so yeah that is the only thing i remembered during sports day .

Next , on saturday , my last band practice before we chiong for exam . heh , and im going marina barrage this saturday ! heee familyday the mah .
ahaha i cantt wait .
kay then monday started school , BOREBOREBORED .
Though i miss my classmates . today school okehh uh , kinda make me angry uh .
andand ZAHIN ! DONT TRANSFER PLEASE !!!!!!
OMGG.

KAYLAH ,
yanaaa goo ~

2010-04-14T05:52:00.000-07:00

Hello Hello Hello !
Currently chatting wif ahfad and ivann . heh , so the funny uh they all .
yeayea kay wadever , then hmm .. today school okehh uh , but in the morning i was damn freaking late , butt i reach school 1min before 7.15am { considered late }
gyeahsss , stupid sia , then the bus all full , alermak .
plann to not go school , but i thinkthink , nehhmind uh just go since im alredi outside. so yeahh , i was lucky . kay thenn during lessons , was okehh uh .
gaaaaaaaaaaaah , andand titans { soccer tamp sec } lost to siglap secc .
haiyaaa ! nehhmind , im sure they've tried their very best . siglap kann pawerr !
hahaha , kaykay lah short post uh , my hand cramp uh , coz of that 31-legged race must hug peopple beside me , so CRAMP !

TKECARE !

2010-04-12T06:02:00.000-07:00

` PICTURES OF 1N2
HEHEHEHEHHE XD ehlooo .
all these pictures were taken during malay class.
miss marini never come mahh , so kiteorang cam ntg to do uuhh.
some of the boys bukak lagu kuwat2 mcm nobody busineesss. and yeahh they are sooo annoying , they kept on taking my candid pictures and stuffs . so now pictures i uploaded is mostly boys because i wanna take revenge . ahhaa . no more than that kay . so yehh , kindaaa funn today . Sayang antar me homeee and :O
hahahaa . kaylah , got to go enjoy the wonderful nicee picturess :D
LoveYou ;
Liyana .

2010-04-12T04:57:00.000-07:00
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Hello ek people.
idontknow why suddenly i hear lotsaa eminem songs nowadays.
hahaha , ntahlah knape ek ..
ohh well lets talk some KNBC . ohh yeahh , they love to spam.
coz why ? its their job . and why its their job coz they are people no freaking life. and hell yeah they think they so smart , ey comeon uhh , i wasnt born yesterday uh butowww ! naq speaking2 sume taq perlu lahh deyy ! gy jalan suaaa lah babi. Dont think highly of yourself too much .
eyy and yeah people , these group of people is always RACIST . hahaa , they say malay lowlife ek ? wadever lah ek . Kaw pikeh kaw byk bagos ? kaw pikeh kaw peii bangse bnyk bagos ? gy makan babi suaa !
okehh thats it for nowww , for the spammers jage diri baek2 jangan kasi orang rembat korg, baru padanmuke.

kay tkecares , byebye .
will be uploading some pictures uh .

2010-04-03T00:10:00.000-07:00
hello peoplepeople .
hmm im bored. everytime i blog, its the whole damn same thing.
well , wadever .
just now morning woke up at 7am. Coz got school lah.
the late for band. heh. coz i SICK lah gundu !
then wait for the bus like forever , come so long. kay im not being impatient okeh .
hmm then finally come alredi , then dk how many minutes , reach school .
quickly run to band room , heh . everybody was practicing.
then went to the store room to put bag then maam khadijah say ' quick quick ! put your bags , attendance checking ! ' i was like kachiong spider, ' okehh okehh maam ! ' throw my nag one corner. heh . then , after attendance ckecking ,go for sectionals at indoor sports hall at the primary school there, then wahliao the indoor sports hall so big like high school musical like that . haiyo , maseh bdk primary dah ade inddor sports hall lah , and not forgetting their school have lift yknow ! secondary school don have sia ! haiya . WUDDDEVAA !
thenthen went for sectionals , then maam aqilah intend to play a game. then she divided us into 2 teams. gyeahh i in the first team . My team consists , maam wenyi , me , maam jamie and diyanah . heh , then we play this song from the warm up book . if one wrong the whole team need run one round. heh , my team kena 4 or 5 times uh ? hahhaa , penatt aku larii ! hahaha , then other section buwat mcm2 uh , buwat pumping luhh , hahaha .
ha well , hmm yeah had a great time . joking arnd wif mr samad all .
okehh okehh , now im really feedup . just dont ask .
cibai , onli abg yazid tawuu (:

kay tkecare , byebye ly.

2010-04-02T08:32:00.000-07:00

MY BEAUTIFUL CLASS VIDEO :D Haha , 1N2 IS THE BEST ! (:

hey people . hmm , im bored to the core. today morning basically just go loyang point wif cousin then go home , whathela . SO BORING .
I plan to repair my handphone but plan cockup uh , then now just came bck from central , haiyoyo saw haziq and danny, haiya dorg pat kedai kopi . hehehe , i saw them i laugh . then they look at me semacam then laugh . ape dahh ! the GUNDUS ! haha sorrylah , laen kali i do again kay ?
so yeah and i rot at home until i sleep. haiya, tmr got band,
and ooo , wen mr samad says about band camp , mcm best gytuh . hhaa well .

kay nytes people , insyallah i update again .
HUHU ^^
TKECARE AYTEEE MEREPEQQSS PEOPLE ! ^^Y

2010-04-01T05:48:00.000-07:00

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Heyy My Rascals (:
How are youuuu people ? great ? badd ? awww kay wadever.
hmm its been a veryveryvery long time since i blog ryte ? LOOK , I last blog on 19March2010. Hee , and now im updating this blog on 1April2010.
hahaha count uh how many days . HEE :D
AndAnd , Ohh , you people happy ar ? suke haty mak bpk korg ek ? Since i never update blog, you people happily spamspam only uh. Nonsense uh , people like this doesnt deserve to live and they are just ONE BUNCH OF ATTENTION GRABBERS !

So lets talk abt previousprevious events (:
hmmm , school's been normal but idk why nowadays i benn acting like shit now ? Wadever lahh kayyy . People do changeee. And 1n2 , haiyaaaaaaaaaaaa !
Forever lah noisy ! And for YOU , yeah you change alot. you're becoming more and MORE IRITATING ! ishhhhhhh ! Wadever kay , i will try to ignore your irritating-ness !
And yeah ! Finally , i got to go home wif Anggit<3 . Hehehe , i scared2 siaaa. Idk wad to talk . heh but nehhmind , ferst tyme gytuhh lah . hhaaahaa.
Saaayaaaaaaaaang Samaaaa Diaaaa ! ^^ Alryte then (:

So todayy [ 1April2010 ]
Its AprilFool's Day !
hehehe , ferst when i reach school , assemble as per normal then i sit down uh , zahin say ' ey yana , baju kaw koyak ' , i was like ' mane mane ? ' then checkcheck he say ' *laughlaugh* APRILFOOL ! ' , i was like -.- [ FIRST FOOL ]

[ SECOND FOOL ]
Before music lesson , i stand outside my classroom door, semangat naq gy music lesson per, HAHHAA . Then i standing outside playing wif the door while waiting for classmates to get out , Suddenly , ngah bestbest maen nan pintu , zaidanny and afiq [ sec3 guys ] walk pass me , afiq said ' ey yana , skirt kaw taq zip ' , i was like showing my shocking face and stupidly i go check , then i look at him he said ' HAH ! APRILFOOL ! ' again -.- hahaha.

[ THIRD FOOL ]
During geography, hmmph. Basically my geography teacher and my classmates know i scared of insects except ants -.- , then just now i wanted mr sim to sign smtg uhs , then all of sudden he said ' ey crokroach ! *pointing downwards* , i shout sia ! hmmphh ! he say 'APRILFOOL' ! Taq padan btol ek cekgu kacaw student . hmmphh !

[ FOURTH FOOL ]
Ngah chatting2 , skali kaq hibriyah tibe2 ckp dier pat hospital ! makk aii ! yana aderlah tanye kenape ,skali dier fakefake ! ' aprilfool ! ' buwat suspend jer ! ahhaha ^^

kaykay thats about it yeahh ? hmm . well that tyme kena warning alredi wif dm , must come school early if not god save my life.
hahaha yknow wad i mean ryte ? y dont know then thats your problem.
yeahhh , so everyday must wake up at 5.30am. haiii .. pagy btol , walaupon pasir ris and tampines taq jaoh. haiyo.
so yeah , now my school uh change , every monday onli must assemble at 8.15am.
so yeah if tuesday to friday must assemble at 7.15am.
huhu , selamat aku every monday. bangon kol 7am . heee
kaykay will update more when i free and when i feel like to ^^
and afad , my daily saturday reader , sorry ek for not updating much ?
kaykay byebye tkecare ,
ILOVEYOU PEOPLE ! ~

2010-04-01T05:30:00.000-07:00

Somee Pictures of meeeeeeeee ! Liyanaa laaaaaa!

2010-04-01T05:08:00.000-07:00

Some Pictures Taken Last Week Wif Cousin ! ^^
Im posting some pictures before i start blogging properly.

2010-03-19T02:23:00.000-07:00
Replying Taggies ,
so please refer here .

susususususs: kao canteq uqh..tawq tapi bileh ngk mukerh lamerh2 ako ngk mcm tikus siaq..serious sumpah ako tk tpu siol
- SIAK ! Sumpah comment kaw taq perlu siak . dah tuhan naq bagy aku muke cenggyni , kaw da apahal ? aku bersyukur dengan ape yg aku ade lah weii . pasal ah !

NiedaNiedaNieda: hey ? tagged . ydk me . i saw your blog ,, so i drop by . heh .
- ohh hello :D sure , thanks for dropping by yeah . will link u up SOON . heeeh .

kakaq: wei, why cut hair!! pfffts
- HAHAH , My cekgu ask to gunting mah ! ^^Y alah , u also cut wadd . haha

fatrith: hey.err, i lyke ur hair and you're quite pretty yea.
-ohh hey ? ermm thanks . hmm you are ? idk you uhs . hahaa ^^

Unknown: Eh , Your Class Nyehr Gbr , Adeh 2 Pmpn Nak Step Bukak Lambanq Xia ? Mepek -.-'
- sape kaw ? heh , ntahlah .

psb: uu damn canteq nyee ! & white sands pri directly in frnt of my hse .. & urms , ur bday is lyk 2 days aft mineee .. haah
- o.0 thanks , ohh heh . who are you ? ^.-

Reddy: TAGGED
- haha , thanks . ey i link u .

AMELIA: hello. do i know you? (:
- no , you dont me i dont know you .

nadhrah: hi liyanaa! hows youu?hope your finee:D tagged..
- hello nadhrah ! haha , im fyne beb . thanks .

Thats about it . Im super pisst off sia. my problem uh , dont control me uh siaa , my life not your life bodow ! keparat haram peii orang !
pegy jalaaaaaaaan daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa suaaaaaaaaaaaak !

2010-03-16T07:50:00.000-07:00
EYYY DON ANYHOW USE MY NAME TO SPAM OTHER PEOPLE BLOG LAH !
SIAL , GOT OWN NAME , USE AH . DON USE OTHER PEOPLE NAME LAAA BODOW !

2010-03-15T05:08:00.000-07:00

` LIYAAAANAAA IZZATIIII !
Arh see ! i boring boring , i take some photos. idc whether its ugly or not .
okehhh jus now was in the middle of chatting , this matrep call me , ask me to go downstairs , he wanna give smtg. then i say okehh uh. then i go down , i don realise he was at the staircase there , so i walk uh , i was shocked then i pekik . then he laugh loud2. asshole. haha . then he gave me letter , o.0 he said faris ask him to pass to me .. o.0 okehh then . wanna know wad he says ? wait longlong . and faris also give me this bracelet . hahaha thanks yawww ^^
annwy , why didn't you give it personally to me ? why ? scared huh ? hahha cehh nolah nolah . i know u shyshy . u think imm not ah ? aahhaa :D
kaykay , so tmr i will rot fer one whole day ! damn . im bored freak.
kaylahhh , byebye , imissyou

bye tkecare

2010-03-15T04:49:00.000-07:00

OI ! HELLO.
heh , just now went to the new school with eunice , we went there just to put our instrument uh . aiya , went there quite alot of peepxcs huh ? o.0
okehh thenthen , wen eunice see my new hair , she say why so short . hahaha .
SEE ! stupid hair . MF SHIT HELL ! cupid lah ! budooooowww latnattt !
taqper , then after i cut my hair , i like dont like my hair , then i say to my mum i wan to do extension . then she look at me and say dream on .
i was like -.- kay nehhmind ! haishhh , bored bored , bored lahh pig.
siakkkkkkkkkkkkk , adq sya jgn naughty2 ek , cubit nanty aru tawu ! hahah taqlah , i loove you too lah deqqqqq ! ^^

2010-03-15T04:39:00.000-07:00

HELLO PEOPLE HELLO ! ^^
Currently chatting wif mahadhir . He asked me for a challenge. A challenge on taking pichas using wwebcams . Then he do alot of funny faces sia ! the nose bigbig ! HAHAHAHA ! siaaaa , so funny . hahha , kay then i say i give , then he say wanna play tic tac toe, then i say agreed . so we play , i win both games . hahaha ^^
kaykay , liyana no need to be so proud . hahaha (:
kaykay im bored uh badotzxs /

next post later -.-

2010-03-15T03:02:00.000-07:00

hahaha cute kan ? hehe !

2010-03-14T06:58:00.000-07:00

Untuk Ahlamia ,
Hey im glad you felt sorry. Its like this , i cried on that particular day is because i really cant stand the pain that im facing alredi. Problems are popping here and there . With 1n2 class , family , friendship , alot more uh. I had enough of friendship problems alredi yknow , primary school i had enough i SWEAR enough ! and i THOUGHT secondary life would be better . and end up .. still the same as primary school. So here is why i cried , before that particular day that i cried during school, because SHE told me wad i said to you to her . And i was shocked. A friend that i truly trusted , love and always by my side since the first day of secondary1 had just betrayed me. I mean , imagine . A friend that you truly trusted , love and wad so ever like Liza maybe ? yeah you've been wif her since primary ryte . kay , imagine if she betrayed you , how do you feel ? angry and sad ryte ? yeahh thats the main point. after knowing wad SHE said to me , i almost cried , BUT i control . and then came my family problems , haish . this time i really cry. and plus because of 1n2 ofcoures . so i really cant stand , i cried all the way . until my abg cheered me up. so yeah the nextday i went to school. i was all quiet since i left the house till i reached school. And wen into the class , people arnd me kept on asking ' yana kaw okehh taq' and even you asked . lucky u asked. and the only answer that i gave was ' ar '. but deep deep down my heart i was all sad. All this while i've been suffering and drowned with problems yknow. Then during maths i try to control my tears, so i rest my head on the table and close my eyes, then mr ng asked me to sit up straight , my tears almost drip. i control.UNTIL , he asked me to see him outside class after his class , i told him everytg , and waterfall started to flow out from my eye. he asked me to cheerup . so i wipe my tears away , but still it kept on flowing . And that means i was truly and truly sad until i cant stop crying yknow. So i went into the classroom wif my face all red. People asked me wad happen , i answered 'nothing'. Since you started going wif other friends and not me , you've changed . serious. yeah . and i was truly sad . it makes me cry berbucket bucket. haish , and maybe just maybe i might cry wen school re-open. coz of family problems . if i can control my emotions then i wont cry , if i cant control my emotions all i can do is to cry. haish , i hope you understand the problems that im facing / suffering all this while in my life.
will tell you more wen i have the time .

taking care .

2010-03-14T01:39:00.000-08:00

` NOT EMO OKEH ! its just a pose.
heyyy saaaaaaaaaaaaaaap !
hello sayang , hello cinta , hello love , hello darlings , hello dearest , hello my daily readers ! :D im just being random uh. im bored that is it.
okehh lets share some events happened on saturday.

Saturday , 13 March 2010 <3
its me and him 1month . wow , fast ek ? hahaha , kaykay wo ai ni alot (: ahaha
kaykay skip la.
soooo , yesterday woke up at arnd 8-9plus i think ? hah .
then bath all , monsstaaa-up ! hee :D other people use dolled i use monsta . unique la unique . heh perasaan . haha. kaykay mepeq -.-
thenthen mummy planned to watch alice in wonderland on saturday instead of sunday. so i okehlah. we go ehub there , book tickets and watch lor . until arnd 2plus.
then we go arcade ! and OMGEEEE ! while i was playing this shooting game.
got this group of matrep , BUT ! They look just like my age sia .
somemore got piercing , at the eyebrow . wahliao. then SOMEMORE WITHOUT T-SHIRT SIA ALL OF THEM ! EWW EWW ! i felt disgusted sia . thenthen when i playing , they kepo kepo behind me disturb2 me . say ' arh ! tembak2 ! tembak kasi maty ! ' i was liike giggle and jeling . haha
they asked fer my number , then skali ! my abg nizam come , thentehen dorg terus ckp ohh ohh taqperh , HAHAHAHA KECOT LA !
hahahaha !! part tuh klakar habes siak ! hahahaah !
kaykay then , after wen to tampines mall. mummy saw this make-up shop.
wahh piang ey , she bought alot of cosmetics sia . i onli buy blue-eyeliner and mascara . she bought eyeliner , mascara , eye shadow and compact powder . hahaha . OKB la kan . CEYY ! TAQLAH ! SOWIE SOWIE !
hehe . then go buy some clothes . And yeahh , i bought a dress !
hehehe . i like it (:
kaykay the rest i forgot . hee :D wadthela , tmr need go scool to put instrument . so lazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzy , ZzZzZz -.-

KAYKAY , byebye love ,
taking care .
much loves ,
LIYANA .